Is Happiness Just a Word?
Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
黑暗在即将消逝的星光下降临
伴随着所有的鲜血和伤痕降临
With all the blood and scars
我即将要去追逐寻找你的足迹
My mouth will hunt you
伴随着恐惧直至我的出现为止
没什么能阻挡我
With fear - I appear
你了解我的
哪怕心已破碎身已疲惫，我也定将会找到你
Nothing will stop me
所以努力奔跑吧
You crave the creature in me
我的家人根本不了解我的过去
诊断二十年余载却从来没有办法
Shattered I will capture you
你可曾在迷茫中连自己都不认识？
永远地不能去做你想要做的事情？
So run
我不想身边的任何人参手我的事
更不希望我厌倦的人做到那些事
My family don't understand what I go through
这里没有明确的诊断能替你说明
Under diagnosed for 20 years ain't never broke through
就连基本的生物学家都不能解释（指的原理，达成人与人之间所愿的交往交流固定定律）
You ever been in such a fog you don't know you
我像个观众一样观望着我的人生
Never being able to do the **** you're supposed to
即使拥有统治力也不能救赎自己
I wouldn't wish it on anyone that I'm close to
这不是我灵魂扭曲在做天然实验
Wouldn't wish it on anybody that I'm opposed to
你以为你真的会了解我的感受么，
我连没发生多久的事都记不清楚
There's not an accurate diagnosis to show you
虚无缥缈的场景似曾相识
Basic neurobiology isn't close to it
每个人都对富有耐心而身心疲惫
妈妈想知道为何她的孩子在地下哭泣
I'm watching life as a spectator
不断思考只会慢慢加重的我病情
I can't help myself even though I possessed data
讲真我确实无法用言语去描述它
曾经有个医生告诉我的心灵是让人陶醉沉迷的
It's not a part of my spirit to want to test nature
但却不能告诉我为什么我的体内疾病会被激活
You think you know what I'm feeling cousin then let's wager
黑暗降临在即将消逝的星光下
I'm having trouble retaining new information
伴随着所有的鲜血和伤痕到临
Familiar scenes starting to look foreign- derealization
我即将要去追逐寻找你的足迹
伴随着恐惧直至我的出现为止
Everybody tired of being patient
任何事物都将无法阻止我脚步
我的内心里将会是无比强大的
Mama wondering why her baby crying in the basement
哪怕心已破碎身已疲惫，我也定将会找到你
所以努力奔跑吧（追梦的孩子）
Constant rumination just exacerbates it
我的家人根本不了解我的过去
To the point where I can't even barely narrate it
但是我不想死掉，死掉就不能微笑了
I've had doctors tell me that my mind is fascinating
睡眠能加快死亡，床对疗伤没有用了
But they can't tell me why the sickness has been activated
也许我真想死掉，死掉就不会疼痛了
Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
一种内在的与生俱来的空虚感
也许这是另一种罪恶的悲观者
With all the blood and scars
可能我是一个驱魔人的小精灵
我在堕落因为我身处悬崖边缘
My mouth will hunt you
也许就是妈妈对此的悔恨悲痛
也许这是一个神经系统的疏忽
With fear - I appear
也许这可以解释水为何是湿的
Nothing will stop me
我的神经中枢相互链接处在哪？
但这些可能对你来说太过复杂
You crave the creature in me
也许我该冷静一下来向你解释
那些精神科大夫全是在愚弄你
Shattered I will capture you
Paxel.Zoloft. 你只是浪费药物（前两者是两种药物的名字）
我已经讨厌了思考，厌倦沉默
So run
这对我心理扭曲病没任何作用
My head don't work the meds don't work
你为何要告诉其他人他们心理是幼稚的
没经历过所处的痛苦为何要说他们幼稚
But I don't want to be dead dead don't work
我真的感觉不到我的身体器官在活动
Sleep's the cousin of death the bed don't work
这真就像我的行为不受大脑控制一样
Maybe I'd rather be dead; dead don't hurt
这种天杀的疾病摧毁了我的一切
除了意识和悲伤之外我一无所有
Realization of an inherent emptiness
黑暗降临在即将消逝的星光下
伴随着所有的鲜血和伤痕到临
Maybe that's another sin for the pessimist
我即将要去追逐寻找你的足迹
伴随着恐惧直至我找到它为止
Possibly I am a jinn with a exorcist
任何事物都将无法阻止我脚步
我的内心里将会是无比强大的
I've fallen because I've been on the precipice
哪怕心已破碎身已疲惫，我也定将会找到你的足迹影踪
所以那些有梦想的孩子，请在最好的年华努力地奔跑吧
Maybe it's my mama's possible regret
Maybe it's a neurological neglect
Maybe it's the reason why water's wet
The angular gyrus and where the frontal lobe connect
But maybe I'm being too complicated for you
Maybe I should just be calm and explain it to you
The psychiatrist thinking they could fool you
Paxil Zoloft it's just wasteful to you
I've tried meditation tried to sit in silence
But how the **** that help a neurochemical imbalance
Why would you tell a person that they were childish
Without an understanding of the pain that they surround in
I always feel foggy somatic detatchment
It's like my body isn't connected to actions
It destroys everything that's affected the fragments
I don't have nothing but senses and sadness
Darkness comes beneath the dying stars
With all the blood and scars
My mouth will hunt you
With fear - I appear
Nothing will stop me
You crave the creature in me
Shattered I will capture you
So run