Ghost

I tried it once before but I didn't get too far
我之前尝试过一次，但下手没有很重
I felt a lot of pain but it didn't stop my heart
我感到强烈的疼痛，但心脏没有停止跳动
And all I really wanted was someone to give a little ****
我真正想要的只是某人能他妈给我一点关心
But I waited there forever and nobody even looked up
但我等了一辈子甚至都没人看我一眼

I tried it once before and I think I might've messed up
我之前尝试过一次，我认为我可能搞砸了
I struggled with the veins and I guess I didn't bleed enough
我总是割不对血管，我猜血流的还不够
But maybe I'm alive 'cause I didn't really wanna die
但也许我还活着是因为我并不真的想死
But nothing very special ever happens in my life
可是我这一生中没有什么很特别的事情发生

Take the blade away from me
把刀片从我这儿拿走吧
I am a freak, I am afraid that
我是个怪物，我害怕
All the blood escaping me
即使血流尽了
Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting
也结束不了我的痛苦，而我会永远纠缠住
All the lives that cared for me
所有关心我的人
I died to be the white ghost
我死后会成为
Of the man that I was meant to be
我本该成为之人的幽灵

I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
我像之前一样尝试了一次，这次我割得很深
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
我想到了我的朋友，想到对他们付出得不够
And I should've told my mother "mom, I love you" like a good son
我该像个好儿子一样跟我母亲说“妈，我爱你”
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
但这一生快把我压垮了，我准备好迎接下一世了

Take the blade away from me
把刀片从我这儿拿走吧
I am a freak, I am afraid that
我是个怪物，我害怕
All the blood escaping me
即使血流尽了
Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting
也结束不了我的痛苦，而我会永远纠缠住
All the lives that cared for me
所有关心我的人
I died to be the white ghost
我死后会成为
Of the man that I was meant to be, yeah
我本该成为之人的幽灵

I tried it once again and I think I might black out
我又尝试了一次，我以为我会失去意识
I should've left a letter but I had nothing to write about
我该留封信的，但却没什么东西可写
My blood is all around me, I get dizzy if I stand up
我周围都是血，如果我站起来就会眩晕
The cutting part was easy but regretting it is so ****ed
下刀的部分很容易，但后悔的部分太操蛋了

Take the blade away from me
把刀片从我这儿拿走吧
I am a freak, I am afraid that
我是个怪物，我害怕
All the blood escaping me
即使血流尽了
Won't end the pain, and I'l be haunting
也结束不了我的痛苦，而我会永远纠缠住
All the lives that cared for me
所有关心我的人
I died to be the white ghost
我死后会成为
Of the man that I was meant to be
我本该成为之人的幽灵
I tried it once again and I think I went too far
我又尝试了一次，我认为我过界了
(The man that I was meant to be)
（我本该成为之人）
I cut a little deeper and the pressure stopped my heart
我割得更深，失去的血压让我心跳停止了
(The man that I was meant to be)
（我本该成为之人）
I couldn't tell my mother that I love her, I'm a bad son
我不能跟我母亲说“妈，我爱你”了，我真是个坏儿子
This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
这一生快把我压垮了，我准备好迎接下一世了