What a Year It’s Been

What a year it's been, a lot of ups and downs
过去一年，经历起起伏伏
Keep fallin' off the wagon, but never hit the ground
我不断掉下马车，但从未真正落地（falling off the wagon同时指再度酗酒）
Or should I say the bottom? That's a place I'll never go
更别说跌入谷底，我永远不会跌入谷底
Was drinkin' hella heavy, had no self-control
饮酒过量，失去自控能力
Started doubtin' myself, had no motivation
开始自我怀疑，失去人生动力
Liquor and depression is a bad combination
酒精和抑郁是糟糕的结合体
Ain't doin' enough, just doin' the most
做的仍然不够，但已用尽全身力气
Tasted some success, then I put that s**t in coast
尝到成功甜头，将它埋藏心底
Never comin' around, my ass was always ghost
闭关做歌，看不见我的身影
Not realizin' I hurt the ones I loved the most
未曾想到我伤透了所爱之人的心
Refuse to **** this up when our dream is too close
不能把事搞砸，尤其当梦想如此接近
Had to grow up and put my pride behind
需要成熟起来，把骄傲放在影子里
Got out of my funk, and now I feel alive
不再逃避，我就是我自己
Writin' verses with a smile while my daughter's by my side, like
微笑着写词，我女儿在我身边
Look, mom, I made that! Look, mom, I made that!
看，妈妈我做到了
"The boy is a star", soon enough you can say that
“这孩子是位巨星”你很快就能这么说道
The boy came too far for me to just pick up and lay back
这孩子已经走太远，所以麻烦你靠边让道
Since way-way-way back, I been on playback
很久以前的事情，我开始回忆
And PB blendin' s**t like Beethoven and Ajax
Parker进行创作 像贝多芬和ajax一样（Parker Corey是组合中的制作人，ajax是希腊神话中的英雄）
Since Ye met A-Trak, Mosaic got his first Maybach
遇见parker就像侃爷遇见A-trak，马赛克遇上他的第一辆迈巴赫（A-trak是大神级别DJ）
Been told that I been chasin' a dream, even with paychecks
他们说我在追求不切实际的梦想，就算我拥有收入
Even if my rent's paid for, even if I pay state tax
就算我自付房租，就算我缴纳税务
Even if it took me all across the world and way-way back
就算我们已经通过巡演走向全球
Grandpa called it chasin' a dream and I can't take that
爷爷仍认为我在逐梦，我无法接受
Ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah
啊啊啊
Yeah, yeah
耶
Check it, yo, check it
听着
With 48 percent, tryna make tragedy turn triumph
用仅存48%的电量，把这惨剧变成胜利
But everybody tryna make family turn client
每个人都试图从家人身上获取利益
How many shares you own, all my dreams
在我逐梦的道路上你们帮助过我多少
Enough money can make any gathering turn riot
足够的钱能够让家庭聚会改变味道
Weekends full of distant daps and head nods
在周末人们在台下随音乐摆动
Acknowledgin' ****** who really just spin jaw
其实只是对一个酒鬼进行仰慕
Who, me? N*gga, I been calm
我们爱慕虚荣？拜托，我们够冷静的
I just sense when a n*gga think I'ma be his pawn
当你以为我是你赚钱工具的时候我立刻能够察觉到
Yo, I heard a lot of bulls**t within this last year
过去一年我听到了很多鬼话
All chirp, that s**t's for the birds
像鸟群一样没完没了叽叽喳喳
If you ask here it's been a fast year, I hear they only get faster
如果你问我今年过得怎样？我会答 今年过的很快可明年会更快
With more chatter, yo, but that s**t don't matter, wassup?
闲话会变得更多 但我连听都不听 拿我怎样？
How far across you wanna go to go up faster?
你愿意为了攀升更快付出多少？
Is hard work worth it, or gettin' it all that matters?
努力值得吗 还是快速名利双收更为重要？
Yo, it's like the difference between stairs and a ladder
哟，这就像是楼梯和梯子的区别
I'm for the latter, spellin' don't change so many factors, wassup?
我选择后者，拼写不会改变太多因素，拿我怎样？（ladder和latter拼写相似）
You Mystery Tunes, I'm Mister Miyagi
你们是抄来的，我是自己写的（Mr. Me Too是一首clipse发行的用来讽刺抄袭者的歌Mr. Miyagi是电影《龙威小子》中的空手道大师）
I fathered these ******, this s**t is a hobby
我算是你们的爸爸 这是你爹的爱好
No honor in some s**t if ****** just copy, false valor ass n*ggas
你们大胆抄来的东西不值得你们骄傲
You didn't earn them stripes, you David Clarke ass n*gga
你们的荣誉不属于自己 你们这群败家东西（David Clarke是一位支持特朗普的非洲裔美国人）
**** you, n*gga
去你们的
I was too good at gettin' involved
我曾对你的事不管不顾
If I was you I would've bet it all on me
如果我是你 我会放弃我自己
I mean honestly, I was down and lone
说实话 我低落又孤单
I mean obviously, I was down the road
很明显 我愿背水一战
I just honestly needed time to grow
我真的需要时间成长
And you needed my mind but my pride took over
心里满是骄傲 盛不下你的需要