NIGHTMARES II

Now she holding back everything she wanna say
现在她把所有想说的话咽了下去
Guess she really didn't learn from just the other day
大概她真的没有从那天学到什么
She's so caught up in her ways
她如此深陷自己的困境
And thinking that there's only her opinion
眼中只剩下自己一人
She don't give a **** what no one gotta say
她从不在乎那些表象之外的
Her insecurities won't bring her any nearer
不安使她无法与我靠得更近
So why she sitting, putting on foundation and concealer
这是她坐在那儿涂粉底液和遮瑕膏的原因
She's so ******* stubborn, she won't see it any clearer
太固执了，她再无法看清什么了
But she's so much more than what she see
她不明白自己绝不仅是照镜子时
When she look in the mirror, but
看到的那张漂亮的脸，
All these thought she has, they just hold her back
所有这些想法，
From seeing everyday of living it, like it's the last
使她无法感受日常生活，每一天当末日过
But I guess she okay with it i ain't here to say n ****
但我猜她没事的，我没有在胡说
Even if she hates it, she don't try to get away from it
即使她再讨厌这种生活，也从没试着摆脱
Why not
为什么不呢
I know it's hard
我知道这很困难
I know it's not an overnight process
不可能在一夜之间实现
Only you can stop this
只有你自己可以结束它
Only you can see that you wasting your days
只有你自己可以意识到你在虚度光阴
Tryna so hard to push these thoughts deeper into your brain
艰难地让这些想法深入你的大脑
It's like
这就像
All i see is pain when i close my eyes
当我合上眼睛看到的只有痛苦
Ain't nothing to gain so i don't know why
从没得到什么
This life ain't a life worth living
所以我不明白为什么这一生不值得过
This fight ain't fight worth winning
为什么这场斗争不值得取胜
But every time that i'm here in the same damn place
但每当我呆在这个该死的地方
And all these nightmares in the same damn face
所有噩梦如影随形
And tell me all the fears that i can't replace
告诉我恐惧无法取替
So i am just a slave to my head
所以我只是自己头脑的奴隶
Maybe it's me, or maybe it seems no matter what i say
也许这是我，或者也许这并不取决于我说什么
She gon hate what she sees
她依然讨厌自己看到的事物
She gon wake up in the morning
她依然在早上醒来
And she fine, until she go and stand in front of the mirror
她看上去很完美，直到她走到镜子前
And her eyes get to pouring
开始控制不住地流泪
And she gon think
她在想
She gon be this way forever
自己会永远这么生活
We a team
我们结为同盟
We gon beat this hate together
一起抵抗对生活的厌倦
I'm by your side even if you just want to sit and cry
如果你想坐下来哭泣，我会站在你身边
And imma be the shoulder that you never had
我会成为你从未有过的可依靠的肩膀
And imma give you reasons you don't wanna die, yeah
我会给你活下去的理由
But you gotta choose what's better to lose
但你需要去选择放弃什么最明智
Every thing that's good
放弃所有美好事物
Or the things the leave her bruised
或他们留下的破烂摊子
Or the things that's leaving scars
或她的恐惧之源
Or the things that break you down
或那些摧毁你的事物
I know you don't really wanna hear it, girl
我知道你并没有真正听懂我的话，女孩
But just listen to how it sounds, yeah
但你只需要去试着理解，没错
All i see is pain when i close my eyes
当我合上眼睛看到的只有痛苦
Ain't nothing to gain so i don't know why
从没得到什么
This life ain't a life worth living
所以我不明白为什么这一生不值得过
This fight ain't fight worth winning
为什么这场斗争不值得取胜
But every time that i'm here in the same damn place
但每当我呆在这个该死的地方
And all these nightmares in the same damn face
所有噩梦如影随形
And tell me all the fears that i can't replace
告诉我恐惧无法取替
So i am just a slave to my head
所以我只是自己头脑的奴隶
All i see is pain when i close my eyes
当我合上眼睛看到的只有痛苦
Ain't nothing to gain so i don't know why
从没得到什么
This life ain't a life worth living
所以我不明白为什么这一生不值得过
This fight ain't fight worth winning
为什么这场斗争不值得取胜
But every time that i'm here in the same damn place
但每当我呆在这个该死的地方
And all these nightmares in the same damn face
所有噩梦如影随形
And tell me all the fears that i can't replace
告诉我恐惧无法取替
So i am just a slave to my head
所以我只是自己头脑的奴隶