December Ft. Fats'e

I can't write
Am I worthless
I think that I peaked
Don't deserve ***t
I want selfishly
Never earned it
I want to make you warm like those pills did
I wanna get my wrist like the winter
Can I be that drug in your nose hairs
I wanna be the deck, not the splinter
I wanna get my wrist like the winter
I feel the push of the waves
On my skin as I swim
To the beach where you live
The flowers have wilted
And I miss your lips
Felt love but I feel like ***t
And I fought for a while
But I never did mean what I said
And I can't be in denial
I've got to accept that you're gone
I'm biting my tongue