I swear we talk all the time
我们彻夜详谈
Feel like an actor
如演员对词般
I got no sense of time
时间变得模糊
What am I after?
可我在追求些什么？
Tell me that you meant it
同我讲，你也有此感觉
Wrong answer
事实却并非如此
Actin' like I'll fix it
装作将其恢复如初
You got it backwards
而你却令其本末倒置
You know we talked last night
你知道我们昨晚的详谈
What'd you do after?
可你从中在探寻着什么？
I got no sense of time
时间变得模糊
Lost in the laughter
迷失在欢笑中
Tell me that I'm worth it
告诉我这一切值得
Make it matter
让我们给这一切赋予定义
I wish that I was perfect
我渴望我是那般完美无缺
Happy ever after
长此以往无忧无虑
'Cause we talk all the time
因为我们彻夜详谈
Feel like an actor
如剧中的演员般
I got no sense of time
将这昼夜都颠倒
What am I after?
可我在追求些什么？
Tell me that you meant it
同我讲，你也有此感觉
Wrong answer
事实并非如此
Actin' like I'll fix it
装作将其恢复如初
You got it backwards
而你却令其本末倒置
And when you called last night
昨晚你电话打来
I didn't answer
我并没接起
I got no sense of time
时间昏昏沉沉
Lost in the laughter
为欢声笑语所淹没
Tell me that I'm worth it
告诉我这一切值得
Make it matter
让我们给这一切赋予定义
I wish that I was perfect
我渴望我是那般完美无缺
Happy ever after
从此同苦难说bye
And now the sadness turn to anger
现在悲怆化成怒火
What's the matter?
又有何意义
I served my love upon a platter
将我的爱装点修饰奉上
But that shit shattered
却换来满目疮痍
You notice how you mind my business
你注意到你对我是多么重要
Bitch, you're a witness
All the work I put into this
我对彼此间尽心尽力
Shit made me lifeless
却只收获了自身的颓唐
Yeah, I see they try to judge me
我看着他们对我评头论足
But are they happy?
他们是否真能从中收获快乐？
I know they're everything I could be
他们能做到的事我也一样不差
But I just wanna feel free
而我可不想被这些束缚
It feels like maybe it's not worth it
牺牲自由换来实属不值
I'm just a bother
麻烦不断
I wanna live my life happy ever after
我只想过着自己梦想的生活一直自由自在
'Cause we talk all the time
我们彻夜详谈
Feel like an actor
如演员对词般
I got no sense of time
时间变得模糊
What am I after?
可我在追求些什么？
Tell me that you meant it
同我讲，你也有此感觉
Wrong answer
事实却并非如此
Actin' like I'll fix it
装作将其恢复如初
You got it backwards
而你却令其本末倒置
And when you called last night
昨晚你电话打来
I didn't answer
我并没接起
I got no sense of time
时间昏昏沉沉
Lost in the laughter
为欢声笑语所淹没
Tell me that I'm worth it
告诉我这一切值得
Make it matter
让我们给这一切赋予定义
I wish that I was perfect
我渴望我是那般完美无缺
Happy ever after
长此以往无忧无虑
My mind drifts away to a vacant place
精神已经脱轨驶向虚无之地
I wanna talk, but it's hard for me, I'm too afraid
我想要找人诉说，但第一步对我实在难以迈出
I don't believe in myself, I think that I'm a waste
活着的价值难以寻觅
You left me broken, yeah, you left me in some disarray
你留我一人伤心，留我一人手足无措
I know you might think that I'm a fu*k-up
你可能认为我是个混蛋
I run my mouth, I can never seem to shut up
我满嘴跑火车，我自己都止不住
My feelings run away and I can't seem to catch up
思绪飘扬，无法触及
I'm tryna leave all this stress and all this pressure
我试着逃离所有的压力和焦虑
Try to build a wall, but it came crashing right down, I'm
试着去建起一堵墙，但顷刻间崩塌
Standin' in my silence, I will not make a sound, no
无声矗立在原地，静静看着
All these thoughts go inside of my head, spin around, but
思绪涌入我的脑海，上下翻腾
It's so hard to let my guard back up when it's down
而木已成舟，倒下的墙体终究只是碎土
No feeling in my chest, I can't feel my heart pulsin'
胸腔的跳动似乎感知不到
You know I'm in pain, you already know I'm hurtin'
你知道我身心痛苦，也知道因此重创
There's a hole inside of my heart as deep as the ocean
我心间的破洞亦如无底的海洋般
Puttin' on an effort so long, I'ma close the curtains
投入如此之多，却以纵身一跃结束
'Cause we talk all the time
因为我们彻夜详谈
Feel like an actor
如剧中的演员般
I got no sense of time
将这昼夜都颠倒
What am I after?
可我在追求些什么？
Tell me that you meant it
同我讲，你也有此感觉
Wrong answer
事实并非如此
Actin' like I'll fix it
装作将其恢复如初
You got it backwards
而你却令其本末倒置
And when you called last night
昨晚你电话打来
I didn't answer
我并没接起
I got no sense of time
时间昏昏沉沉
Lost in the laughter
为欢笑声所淹没
Tell me that I'm worth it
告诉我这一切值得
Make it matter
让我们给这一切赋予定义
I wish that I was perfect
我渴望我是那般完美无缺
Happy ever after
从此同苦难说bye
happy ever after