I Think I'm Growing?

I haven't been on a plane this year, but
今年还没坐飞机出去玩过
I've traveled so many places
但在我脑海里
In my head
已经去了很多地方
I haven't seen many friends this year, so
今年我没见到几个朋友
I've had to get along and hang out
只能和自己相处
With me instead
和自己对话

I saw all the parts I didn't like
关于自己 有许多都是我不喜欢的
So insecure, so quick to fight
太缺乏安全感 时刻准备好战斗
I didn't know I was so codependent
我从没意识到
I didn't know I had so much resentment
我对生活里的改变和创伤
To the changes and the traumas
是如此依赖又充满怨恨
I was keeping in a closet
我把一件又一件不想处理的事情
Way too much shit that I don't wanna go through
都藏了起来
But I got nothing to do
但我别无选择

I don't know where
我不知道
Where I'm going
目的地是哪里
But I think I'm growing
但我想我已经出发
Yeah, I think I'm growing
我想已经开始成长
And it ****ing hurts
虽然现在
In the moment
生长痛难以忍受
But I think I'm growing
但我想我正在成长
Yeah, I think I'm growing (I think I'm growing)
我想我正在成长

Whoa, whoa, whoa
Whoa Whoa Whoa
I think I'm growing
我想我正在成长
Yeah, I think I'm growing (I think I'm growing, baby)
我想我正在成长
Whoa, whoa, whoa (Whoa, whoa)
Whoa Whoa Whoa
I think I'm growing (I think I'm growing)
我想我正在成长
Yeah, I'm think I'm growing
我想我正在成长