I Wonder If I Care As Much

I wonder if I care as much
As I did before
Last night I cried myself to sleep
For the one that makes me weep
I dried my eyes to greet the day,
And wondered why I had to pay
The tears that I have shed by day
Give relief and wash away
The memory of the night before
I wonder if I'll suffer more
I wonder if I care as much
As I did before
My pride is made to say forgive,
And take the blame for what you did,
It's your mistakes I'm thinkin' of,
I wonder if I'm still in love.
My heart can't thrive on misery,
My life it has no destiny,
When things get more than I can bear,
I ask myself "Do I still care?"
I wonder if I care as much
As I did before