How I Ended Up Here

There's something I need to confess
我有件事要坦白
At the risk of exposing my faults
冒着暴露我缺点的危险
But I'm starting to find that most of the time
我开始发现大多数时候
I just don't like people at all
我根本不喜欢任何人

五分钟前我见到你的时候
When I saw you five minutes ago
我怕你会和我说话
I was afraid you might talk off my ear
我惊慌失措 决定躲起来
I panicked inside and decided to hide
我就是这样来到这里的
And that's how I ended up here
俯蹲在鱼缸旁
Crouching behind the live lobster tank
希望你能从我身边经过
Hoping you'd just pass me by, oh...
我就是这样来到这里的

这是我的结局吗
That's how I ended up here
我多么希望我能坦白
That's how I ended up here
我第一次躲在这里

我试图避免 所有的人
Oh how I wish I could say
我发现自己时常在这
It's my first time to hide in this spot
我的意思是 看看水里的家伙
But with all of the people I try to avoid
红色的血丝围绕他们的双臂
I find myself down here a lot
如果他们 无法敞开心扉

只要保持自己
I mean, just look at these guys in the tank
他们不会伤害任何人
With the red rubber bands 'round their arms
所以我不理会我的电话
If they don't open up
别开门
And just keep to themselves
有时希望我能消失
They won't do anyone harm
我就是这样来到这里的

我就是这样结束的
So I screen my calls,
筑一堵墙 没有人能打扰我
don't answer the door
孤独地生活
Sometimes wish I could disappear,
只向那些靠近我的人开放

我做了什么 无人靠近
oh...That's how I ended up here
你看 我真的很想知道
That's how I ended up ..
但我没有那么坚强

你不会明白 像傻瓜一样的我
Building a wall so no one could bother me
我就是这样来到这里的
Living my life in isolation
我就是这样来到这里的
Opening up to only those close to me
我就是这样结束的
Nobody's close to me, what have I done?

See, I really want to be known
But I'm not quite as strong as the fear
That you won't understand the fool that I am
And that's how I ended up here
That's how I ended up here
That's how I ended up here