Feel like a kid
重回幼时
Playing with blocks
依稀记得我独自一人蹲在角落
Do it alone
默默地玩着积木游戏
'Cause I hate when they talk
因为我厌恶大人们将我区别对待
Get treated different
我讨厌他们谈论我
They think that I'm smart
他们认为我是聪明的小孩
Guess that I am
毫不避讳地说我就是
But I can't play the part
但我不能扮演那种角色
Wanna be cool
我想要变得酷
Wanna be special
想要变得特别
I wanna play sports
想要出去运动
And I wanna win medals
我甚至还想赢得金牌
Yea I want a trophy
对 我想获得奖杯
But please don't approach me
但请你们别接近我
I'm anti-
我是一个怪人
Wait,just got a nosebleed
等等 只是流了一次鼻血
Moms gonna get mad
妈妈就勃然大怒
Time flies,gotta rest from the jet lag
时光飞逝 我得从时差中休息一下
Getting bullied at the park,can't step back
在公园中被欺凌但不能还手
Sixth grade,broken heart,I regret that
六年级 破碎的心 我深深的懊悔着
Next year,was a mess
下一年迎来的依旧是一片狼藉
Still zero friends
仍然形单影只
Middle school drama
再次留在家中
Stay home again
中学时期的生活不过是一场闹剧
I broke my hip,had to limp to my classes
臀部骨折了的我只能一瘸一拐去上课
Getting made fun of,while people walked pass me
人们与我擦肩而过时留下的全是讥笑
That was reality
一切并没有改变
It never changed
这是我领悟到的现实
Eighth was a blur
十八岁在我印象中变得模糊不清
Ninth wasn't great
十九岁一样不尽如人意
I found a girl
我遇见了一个女孩
Who I thought was the one
当时我以为那是我的唯一
Then her parents found out about what had begun
然后她父母发现了事情的起因
Yea they took her phone
是的 他们拿走了她的手机
Called up the principal
并打电话给校长
Said I was problematic,acting cynical
说我表现得像个愤世嫉俗的问题少年
I had some problems,I didn't acknowledge
我有些不愿承认的问题
Then I heard the rumors,and all of the gossip
随之而来的是谣言和流言蜚语
I was abusive and she was a *****
说我经常施虐 她是个荡妇
Both weren't true,but that's just how it is
这些都不是真的 但他们就是这样说的
Try to be cool,and somebody get jealous
我尝试变得冷静 有人会嫉妒
Now you and girl,are just constantly yelling
如今你们和她 只是无止境地吼叫
Then one day she left
之后她弃我而去
Blocked me on everything
一切都在阻挡着我的脚步
I couldn't blame her
但我不能将一切归咎于她
After that,you could say we were strangers
在那之后我们形同陌路
Sane people get attracted to danger
理智的人会被危险所吸引
Feel like a kid
像个稚嫩的幼童一般
Playing with blocks
我在阴暗的角落里独自一人
Do it alone
玩着乏味的方块游戏
'Cause I hate when they talk
因为我讨厌人们的区别对待
Get treated different
与他们嘈杂的谈论
They think that I'm smart
他们认为我是聪慧的
Guess that I am
事实上我就是如此
But I can't play the part
但我无力扮演这角色
Wanna be cool
我想要变得酷
Wanna be special
想变得独一无二
I wanna play sports
想要外出运动
And I wanna win medals
在此之上我想要赢得金牌
Yea I want a trophy
当然 我也想要奖杯
But please don't approach me
但请你们对我敬而远之
I'm anti-
因为我是个怪胎
Wait,just got a nosebleed
等等 只是流了鼻血
Life is like building with toy blocks
生活就像用玩具积木搭建而成的城堡
Build up to something amazing
当然其中不乏许多令人惊奇的事情
Someone destroys it
有的人却妄想将它摧毁
That gets annoying
这真是令人恼怒啊
toy block