SHC
You are our secret
你是我们的秘密
It's worth keeping
值得一生守住的秘密
And now I'm keeping my mouth shut
现在我会一如既往守口如瓶
On the weekends
在周末
I won't hang out with anybody else
我将不会与其他人待在一起
The pavement
人行道
Always baking
总是灼热的
What's it want from me?
它到底想从我身上获得什么
And I keep falling backwards
我不停往后退
Looking for relief
想要寻求解脱
Want to be free
想要获得自由
I've been counting all the minutes
我计算着每分每秒
And the days have been counting me
而那些日子也在算计着我
I want to live my life again
我想要再次过我的生活
But you won't
但你不认同
I'll never understand the winds
我无法理解那风向几何
But you do
但你却理解
I didn't know I was afraid
我不知道我到底害怕什么
But you did
但你却知道
I want to do it again
我想要再来一遍
Well I've been sleeping
好吧 我总是沉睡着
Waiting for something
等待着某事
But to feel nothing
但感到一无所获
At all, avoid the call
到头 只有避开那念头
Sometimes I'm reckless
有时我会胆大妄为
Sometimes misdirected
有时也会迷失方向
Sometimes when I'm tested
有时当我接受上天考验
I tend to do nothing at all
到头我却什么也没做
When I'm alone
当我独自一人时
There's a ghost that keeps talking
总有个幽灵在我耳边不停地说
And I know there's gotta be more
我知道迟早会生出更多念头
For sure
无疑
I want to live my life again
我想要再次过我的生活
But you won't
但你不认同
I'll never understand the winds
我无法理解那风向几何
But you do
但你却理解
I didn't know I was afraid
我不知道我到底害怕什么
But you did
但你却知道
I want to do it again
我想要再来一遍
I've been numbing my thoughts for hours
我曾长久麻木住我的想法
I know you wanted to save me from myself
我知道你想要从自我中拯救我
We've been wilting and young for seeds
我们总会为那些心中念头萎靡不振或犯傻幼稚
And I can't compete
我无法获得完整的自我
Until I'm strung to the field
除非从那状态中摆脱
What's real?
而真实又是什么?
I want to live my life again
我想要再次过我的生活
But you won't
而你不认同
I'll never understand the winds
我无法理解那风向几何
But you do
但你却理解
I didn't know I was afraid
我不知道我到底害怕什么
But you did
但你却知道
I want to do it again
我想要再来一遍
Do you want to live forever?
你想要永生不灭吗?