losing me

Wanna lie to you
想要對你言謊以欺
Say Im doing so well
胡稱自己身心俱佳
Show you photos too to prove that I been doing so well
以虛實難辨的舊照來強證我過得很好
When I hide the truth
想要掩瞞事實
Wanna dress up hell and heaven like we all try to do
想要掩瞞事實苦痛樂喜都深埋心底
Im scared to call call call you back
不敢對你有所回應
Im no good good good at trying
總是難以成事為實
To tell tell tell you that Im not doing okay
或許坦言生活崎嶇
But Im dying to hear you say
但卻渴望你的慰言
Just take a breath love
舒心展氣吧親愛的
Fill your lungs up
解憂充實
Rest your head
驅散焦慮
Theres no sense in losing sleep
本也不必如此輾轉反側
You can break down
時可崩潰
Let your worst out
儘管發洩
Lose your temper
即使怒氣外洩
But youre not losing me
我也會伴你左右
Youre not losing me
我不會離你而去
Dont wanna cry to you
不願向你哭訴
I was feeling so good
我本愉度韶時
Took another sip and hit the bottom like I knew that I would
輕酌小酒儘管放肆
The things we do
總是掩悲成喜
When we dress up pain like heaven in a moment of truth
卻難掩事實
I wanna call call call you back
不敢對你有所回應
Im no good good good at trying
總是難以成事為實
To tell tell tell you that Im not doing okay
或許坦言生活崎嶇
But Im dying to hear you say
但卻渴望你的慰言
Just take a breath love
舒心展氣吧親愛的
Fill your lungs up
解憂充實
Rest your head
驅散焦慮
Theres no sense in losing sleep
本也不必如此輾轉反側
You can break down
時可崩潰
Let your worst out
儘管發洩
Lose your temper
即使怒氣外洩
But youre not losing me
我也會伴你左右
Youre not losing me
我不會離你而去
You could be so happy then it suddenly turns
本可欣悅度日然而事出意料
No one can explain and you dont have the words
無人向你解釋你也迷茫不定
I can see youre trying I can see that it hurts
心知你的奮力理解你的痛楚
I can see youre trying I can see that it hurts
理解你的奮力心知你的痛楚
Just take a breath love
舒心展氣吧親愛的
Fill your lungs up
解憂充實
Rest your head
驅散焦慮
Theres no sense in losing sleep
本也不必如此輾轉反側
You can break down
時可崩潰
Let your worst out
儘管發洩
Lose your temper
即使怒氣外洩
But youre not losing me
我也會伴你左右
Like a bed that you can fall in when youre broken
就如安樂屬所總可尋得慰藉
Im the air thats running through a window open
我會化作清風隔窗飄飛以伴
Take a breath love
舒心展氣吧親愛的
Fill your lungs up
解憂充實
Rest your head
驅散焦慮
Cause youre not losing me
我不會離去
Youre not losing me
永遠伴你左右