I've got so much, hold on
等等我受夠了
Woah hallelujah
哦哈利路亞
I need you live here
我現在需要你降臨
Too too scared to die
我實在太害怕
I want what I want how I want when I want it
當我需要你我無時無刻都在想怎麼得到你
I'ma keep it a hunnid I'm blunted
馬子都讓我失去胃口了
I don't give a damn
我絲毫不在乎
I don't give a fuck about another man
我不在乎別人
Fuck a brother man
的眼光
I'ma make it make it rain like no other man
我會將他們的言論都淹沒
Old girl shoulda shoulda got a better man
姑娘得找個好人家
Ass fat looking good in my letterman
我這個下流的人眼裡只喜歡豐滿的馬子
In the hood I'm a better man
我是個衣冠禽獸
Wish a mothafucka would would
我的整個人生犯下太多錯誤
Whole life I been up to no good
真希望
Change it all if I could
能重新來過就好了
Rearrange my heart to beat good but I can't
重整我的心但是為時已晚
I'm a sinner not a saint
我是罪人不是聖人
Layers to my life no I can't
我生命的圖層上充滿罪惡
Cover it up with paint
無法用顏料將它覆蓋
Keep on living living
於是繼續苟活
Living on money and women
活在錢堆與女人堆裡
As soon as I'm in em I'm out
只要我一扎進去就只想出來
Now the truth never come out my mouth
我虛情假意極了
Speak life when I come in her mouth like
我生活的樣子在她眼裡
I' m a dirty mothafucka a waste of life
就是個浪費生命
A waste of skin
糟蹋這副身體的廢物
Wanna repent don't know where to begin
想懺悔都不知從何開始
Next of kin don't give a damn bout me
親人不想搭理我
I know God don't give a damn bout me
我知道上帝也是
People try but don't know bout me
人們都想假裝不認識我
But the devil said that he want my soul
但魔鬼卻想掠走我的靈魂
But the devil said that he want my soul
但魔鬼想掠走我的靈魂
Give it to me right now
快把它還給我
Give it to me right now
快把它還給我
Give it to me right now
快把它還給我
Give it to me right now
快把它還給我
Somebody save me
誰快來拯救我
I need you to save me
上帝快來拯救我
To wash away my sins on high
來洗去我的罪惡吧
I'd rather be a different man in another world
我寧願獨自活在另一個世界
Than work for the man in my universe
也不願在我的宇宙中為別人賣命
Wonder what it feel like to take flight
想感受那翱翔的感覺
Momma told me everything gon' be alright
媽媽告訴我一切都會好的
I mean my life can't be off right
我是說我的生命還不能就此完結
But come to think about it
但請想想
Everybody runnin' the world seem to be all white
行色匆匆的人們讓這世界變得空洞無比
Can you mothafuckas see alright
你覺得這樣正常麼
I mean I need it I want it I gotta have it
我是說我極其想要改變
Every day tragic
每天都在上演悲劇
If you're from where I'm from everyday ain't magic
你若是經歷過我所經歷的就知道每天是多麼平淡無奇
On this I know
此刻我明白了
I been telling everybody I'ma give it a go I know
我曾告訴所有人我會繼續前進
I been there before feel it in my soul oh I know
我也曾感受到我的靈魂深處
Love it or hate it I made it
我敢愛敢恨
I did it I lived it
我曾踏實活過
While the whole world looking at the boy like whoa
整個世界猶如個男孩
Baptized in a ocean of hennessey
在亨尼西海中受洗
Really wonder what the remedy
真不知道這樣能否補救自己
Tell me how the world gon' remember me
告訴我怎麼讓世界不遺忘我
Got me feelin like the enemy
這被世界敵對的感覺
Like I ain't got no energy
讓我覺得很無力
I been looking for an entity
我曾追尋生命的本質
Feelin' like I need to chill like I need a new amenity
感覺我得冰凍自己才能得到重新的自己
Fuck all that
去他的吧
I'm a dirty mothafucka a waste of life
就是個浪費生命
A waste of skin
糟蹋這副身體的廢物
Wanna repent don't know where to begin
想懺悔都不知從何開始
Next of kin don't give a damn bout me
親人不想搭理我
I know God don't give a damn bout me
我知道上帝也是
People try but don't know bout me
人們都想假裝不認識我
But the devil said that he want my soul
但魔鬼想掠走我的靈魂
But the devil said that he want my soul
但魔鬼想掠走我的靈魂
Give it to me right now
快把它還給我
Give it to me right now
快把它還給我
Give it to me right now
快把它還給我
Give it to me right now
快把它還給我
Somebody save me
誰快來拯救我
I need you to save me
上帝快來拯救我
To wash away my sins on high
來洗去我的罪惡吧
I know my life was lived the wrong way
我知道我這輩子活錯了
I know I did you wrong in my own way
我這活法真的錯了
But it was the flashing lights that mesmerized
猶如閃爍的燈迷了我的眼
That hypnotized the only
唯一能催眠我的
Part of me you loved
就是展現出你愛的
Part of me that had the strength
我還剩些許力氣
To rise above part of me you know
展現出你知道的
Part of me you love more than to let it go
與其讓它消失不如讓你喜歡的那一面
Dear God, I just wanna know why
敬愛的上帝我只是想知道
Why do you put us here
為什麼你要把我們帶到這裡
Why do you put us below
為什麼你要把我們帶到這人世間
Why do you put us subservient
為什麼你要把我們變得這麼卑躬屈膝
Why do you put us below these evil motherfuckers
為什麼你要把我們壓在這些災禍下面
And then we crawl and we scratch our way out
我們掙扎著尋找出路
We betray each other
我們互相背叛
We lie, we take from one another
我們欺騙著一個又一個人
And we told you gon' forgive us at the end
最後我們祈求你原諒
But the state don't forgive us
但你毫不留情
I'm locked up and half my friends
對於朋友我選擇了自我封閉
And then when Iget out, or I make it out
每當我下定決心走出陰影
I'm expected to somehow give back
期望著能重返回來
To people who never wanted to see me escape
是為了那些不希望我逃避的人
I'm startin' to hate the man in the mirror
我開始恨這個站在鏡前的人
And it's gettin' clearer
越來越恨了
That society was designed to keep me on the bottom
這個社會總是把我擺佈在最底下無法翻身
So, if you real, if you're out there for real
要是你真的真的存在
Please explain to me why
那請告訴我
Why do we suffer
為什麼我們要遭受苦難
Why do we die
問什麼我們要痛苦死去
And why do the people
為什麼
Who go against everything
當你說往前走的時候
You ever said always get ahead
人們總是做著相反的事
I've done so much wrong
我曾犯下太多錯
I don't know if I can ever be right
我不知道能否一直做對的事
But tonight, I am in this church
但今晚我站在這教堂
Asking you to show yourself
請你現身
To reveal yourself to me
請你出現在我面前
Because I'm tired
因為我已經厭倦了
And I don't know what else to do
我已經無力做任何事情
So black I'm blue, so brown I'm down
無比悲傷無比沮喪
I done been everywhere but up
無論怎樣都無果
And when I finally get up
每當我起床
I am ravaged with guilt and pain and shame
總被內疚痛苦和羞愧折磨
And all I wanna do is believe in you
我只想選擇相信你
The darker you are, the closer you are to dirt
近墨者黑
And they make sure it hurts
這真的能摧毀我
And I am tired of hurtin', man
我已經厭倦受傷
I'm tired of bein' looked at
我已厭倦看到這些
Second guessed, doubted, feared
再三的猜忌懷疑恐懼
So if you out there, do something about this
所以你要是真的存在請幫幫忙
'Cause I can't take it no more
因為我再也無法忍受
Help me
幫幫我
Confess