Nothing to Lose

Need more friends with wings
渴望更多天使般的朋友
All the angels I know put concrete in my veins
才不會像他們一樣堵住我的血流
I'd always walk home alone
總是一個人回家的我
So I became lifeless just like my telephone
變得像我的手機一樣死氣沉沉
(There's nothing to lose)
（我一無所失）
When no one knows your name
因為沒有人知道我的名字
(There's nothing to gain)
（我一無所有）
But the days don't seem to change
因為現實永遠不會改變
Never played 'Truth or Dare'
從來沒有玩過真心話大冒險
I'd have to check my mirror to see if I'm still here
只有看到鏡子裡的自己我才知道我還活著
My parents had no clue
連我的父母都毫無察覺
That I ate all my lunches alone in the bathroom
我一直一個人躲在廁所裡吃午餐
(There's nothing to lose)
（我一無所失）
When no one knows your name
因為沒有人知道我的名字
(There's nothing to gain)
（我一無所有）
But the days don't seem to change
因為現實永遠不會改變
(There's nothing to lose)
（我一無所失）
My notebook will explain
我的筆記本將會告訴你們一切
(There's nothing to gain)
（我一無所有）
And I can't fight the pain
我已經無法承受痛苦
Teachers said, 'It's just a phase'
老師們都說“這只是一個過程”
When I grow up my children will probably do the same
等我有了我的孩子他們大概也會和我一樣
Kids just love to tease
大家不過是喜歡開玩笑罷了
Who'd know it put me underground at seventeen
誰又會知道那些玩笑卻讓我十七歲就長眠地底
(There's nothing to lose)
（我一無所失）
When no one knows your name
因為沒有人知道我的名字
(There's nothing to gain)
（我一無所有）
But the days don't seem to change
因為現實永遠不會改變
(There's nothing to lose)
（我一無所失）
My notebook will explain
我的筆記本將會告訴你們一切
(There's nothing to gain)
（我一無所有）
And I can't fight the pain
我已經無法承受痛苦
(There's nothing to lose)
（我一無所失）
When no one knows your name
因為沒有人知道我的名字
(There's nothing to gain)
（我一無所有）
But the days don't seem to change
因為現實永遠不會改變
(There's nothing to lose)
（我已經沒有什麼可以再失去了）
When no one knows your name
因為根本沒有人知道我的名字
(There's nothing to gain)
（我已經沒有什麼可以再得到了）
And I just died today
因為今天我就要死給你們看