lust and love

I'm okay but I'm not getting better
All the pain in my brain made lose my ****ing temper
Passed out drunk in the back of the bus
Gotta lotta problems it don't matter to us
Told her I'm in love but it was the lust(Lust in love)
Told me we had trust but we ****ed it up(****ed it up)
Bought a couple gs and I burned it up
Mix that sprite with the purple stuff
I be feeling good but my days are gray
Pop another pill let me fade away
Break my neck I want a better place
I took a trip down the memory lane
Shawty wanna talk but I'm too shyyy
If you want some drugs yea I supplyyy
100 on the dash working 9 to 5, 9 to 5
Yeah you know I switch up
Turn that **** up
I been drinking liquor
I be doing bad things
****ing sad things
Now I pull the cash in
I'm okay but I'm not getting better
All the pain in my brain made lose my ****ing temper
Passed out drunk in the back of the bus
Gotta lotta problems it don't matter to us
Told her I'm in love but it was the lust(Lust in love)
Told me we had trust but we ****ed it up(****ed it up)
Bought a couple gs and I burned it up
Mix that sprite with the purple stuff
I just wanna move away from this place
Say you're sad but your life is great
Got a mask over my own face
Used to love but it turned to hate