Afraid

Losing love unrequited
失去了毫無回報的愛情
Was it truly love undecided
這份我無法分辨真偽的愛情
Hard times I'm broken
過去那些我度過的困難時光
Past lies they leave you open
過去那些謊言讓我無法抓住你
I try I'm hopeless
我嘗試過我開始失去希望
At night no way of coping
那些夜晚我不知如何面對
With this shredded heart
我這顆被撕碎的心
Can I get reparations for the pain
我能從這痛苦中解脫嗎
Baby I'm afraid
寶貝我害怕
Really I'm afraid
真的我害怕
Of giving you what they all messed up
給了你他們無法做到的
My stress up
我時刻緊張
Took them pictures and I dressed up
照著他們的照片打扮我自己
Looking blessed up
我看起來很幸福
You need something and I got you
當你想要一些東西時你才會想起我
I spot you
我看清你了
'Til I see your love is not true
我看清你那虛偽的愛情
It's not true
它不是真的
And I'm scared of what that feels like
這種感覺讓我恐懼
Looking stupid out in real life
看看我現實的生活是多麼愚蠢
Baby I'm afraid
寶貝我害怕
Really I'm afraid
真的我害怕
Of loving you
因為愛你
I'm so really afraid to love you
我是如此害怕愛上你
With all my heart my time
我投入我所有感情所有時間
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我如此害怕再次受傷
Baby I'm afraid
寶貝我害怕
I'm so afraid to love you
我是如此害怕愛上你
Really I'm afraid
真的我害怕
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我如此害怕再次受傷
I'm so afraid to love you
我是如此害怕愛上你
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我如此害怕再次受傷
Baby I'm afraid
寶貝我害怕
I'm so afraid to love you
我是如此害怕愛上你
Really I'm afraid
真的我害怕
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我如此害怕再次受傷
God has not given us the spirit of fear
我們不是天生就會恐懼
But the spirit of love looking like it's not here
然而我已經失去愛的勇氣
I don't doubt your heart I just know things change
我不是懷疑你的感情只是我知道一切都變了
It just leads to pain I still bleed the same
這把我帶向痛苦我的心還在流血
I still say I'm fine but I leave my brain
我一直說我很好但其實我早已丟了魂
Don't wanna think no more I can't defeat my shame
不能再想了我快要被羞辱心打敗了
Don't wanna play no more I can't defeat this game
不想再玩這場我贏不了的感情遊戲
But that phone still rings can't delete your name
但手機上寫著你名字的號碼一直打來
'Cuz you give to me
這一切你給我的
Everything I pray for every single day for
這就是我一個人時每天所盼望著的
Listen to me honestly
聽我說說吧
Listen to me honestly
我的真心話
You don' t have to wait for me to feel I'm safe or
你不必等到我好的那一天
That I'm ready this time
此時我已經準備好了
I want no one else not too focused on myself
我會只關心我自己不會再去想其他任何人
It's just baby I'm afraid
只是寶貝我害怕
Really I'm afraid
真的我害怕
Of loving you
因為愛你
I'm so afraid to love you
我是如此害怕愛上你
With all my heart my time
我投入我所有感情所有時間
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我如此害怕再次受傷
Baby I'm afraid
寶貝我害怕
I'm so afraid to love you
我是如此害怕愛上你
Really I'm afraid
真的我害怕
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我如此害怕再次受傷
I 'm so afraid to love you
我是如此害怕愛上你
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我真的害怕再次受傷
Baby I'm afraid
寶貝我害怕
I'm so afraid to love you
我是真的害怕愛上你
Really I'm afraid
真的我害怕
I'm so afraid of hurting again
我真的害怕再次受傷