in my mind

In my mind
在我心中
In a future five years from now
從現在開始未來五年
I'm one hundred and twenty pounds
我有一百二十磅
And I never get hung over
我從不宿醉
Because I will be the picture of discipline
因為我會嚴於律己
Never minding what state I'm in
無論我是何種狀態
And I will be someone I admire
我會成為我欣賞的人
And it's funny how I imagined
現在想像我會成為那種人
That I would be that person now
感覺很有趣
But it does not seem to have happened
但這似乎沒有實現
Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
也許我只是忘了怎樣看清事實
That I am not exactly the person that I thought I'd be
我根本不是我本以為會成為的那種人
And in my mind
在我心中
In the faraway here and now
從現在開始
I've become in control somehow
我不知怎麼已經變得控制力很強
And I never lose my wallet
我從來不丟錢包
Because I will be the picture of discipline
因為我會嚴於律己
Never ****ing up anything
從不搞砸任何事
And I 'll be a good defensive driver
我會成為一個遵規守紀的好司機
And it's funny how I imagined
現在想像我會成為那種人
That I would be that person now
感覺很有趣
But it does not seem to have happened
但這似乎沒有實現
Maybe I've just forgotten how to see
也許我只是忘了怎樣看清事實
That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be
我根本不是我本以為會成為的那種人
And in my mind
在我心中
When I'm old I am beautiful
當我老去我依然美麗
Planting tulips and vegetables
種些鬱金香和蔬菜
Which I will mindfully watch over
精心照料
Not like me now
不像現在的我
I'm so busy with everything
做什麼都很匆忙
That I don't look at anything
從不注意任何事
But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
但我確定當我老去我會留意
And it's funny how I imagined
現在想像我會成為那種人
That I could be that person now
感覺很有趣
But that's not what I want
那不是我現在想要的
But that's what I wanted
但是我曾經想要的
And I'd be giving up somehow
我也許會放棄
How strange to see
那樣很莫名其妙
That I don't wanna be the person that I want to be
我不想成為我想成為的人
And in my mind
在我心中
I imagine so many things
我思緒萬分
Things that aren't really happening
想像不切實際的事
And when they put me in the ground
當我回到現實
I'll start pounding the lid
我眨著眼睛
Saying I haven't finished yet
說，“我還沒想完”
I still have a tattoo to get
我還要紋一個紋身
That says I'm living in the moment
卻有個聲音對我說“這一刻我是活著的”
And it's funny how I imagined
我想像的方式很有趣
That I could win this, win this fight
我可以贏得這場從未贏過的奮鬥
But maybe it isn't all that funny
也許沒有那麼有趣
That I've been fighting all my life
我一直都在奮鬥
But maybe I have to think it's funny
但也許我得認為這很有趣
If I wanna live before I die
如果我想在有生之年好好生活
And maybe it's funniest of all
也許這是就最有趣的
To think I 'll die before I actually see
認為我此生都不會認清
That I am exactly the person that I want to be
我就是我想成為的那個人
I am exactly the person that I want to be
太對了，我就是我想成為的那個人