I should hate you

Last night, I spiralled alone in the kitchen
昨晚我獨自在廚房繞圈舞蹈
Making pretend that the furniture listened
佯裝家具正傾耳聽聞
Wasnt the best of momentum conditions, but I tried
而這並非我最糟的精神狀態可我已百般嘗試
Thinkin of you without any forgiveness
想到你時我能不再原諒

Because I was the one who would stay up and call you
因為曾經的我會徹夜失眠給你致電
And Id drive to your house for the shit that you went through
也會因你的糟心經歷開車駛往你家
And I wasted my breath when I tried to console you, didnt I?
試圖撫慰你的我真是浪費口舌難道不是嗎
Cause we didnt happen the way we were supposed to
畢竟你我早已偏離正軌

I know that I should hate you
我應該憎恨著你對此我心知肚明
I know that I should hate you
我應該憎恨著你對此我心知肚明

Pulled the knife off my bag, it was right where you left it
將我背部刀刃拔出你曾將其留於此處
But its laying kinda perfect, Ill give you the credit
可你的設想有些許完美我將給予你信任
And just drink something strong to try to forget, but it wasnt right
我剛喝下杯杯烈酒試圖將你忘卻可是這毫無作用
No, youre not even here, but youre doin my head in
如今的你甚至並未身處此處可你於我腦中揮之不去

I know that I should hate you
我應該憎恨著你對此我心知肚明
I know that I should hate you
我應該憎恨著你對此我心知肚明
I know that I should hate you
我應該憎恨著你對此我心知肚明
Ooh, ooh
噢噢噢噢噢噢

I should hate you, I feel stupid
我應該憎恨你我感覺自己真傻
Like I almost crashed my car
好似我差些出了車禍
Drivin home to talk about you
駛回家中黑暗之中
At my table in the dark
我將在桌旁討論著你
All I ever think about is
我所想唯有
Where the hell you even are
如今的你究竟身處何方
And I swear to God Idkill you
倘若我曾並非如此愛戀著你
If I loved you less hard
那將你尋得後我定會將你一刀兩斷

After all of this time, I still get disappointed
這一切時光過後我仍欲求不滿
Bet youre doing alright and you dont even know it
敢說你正過著甜蜜生活因為你
I would stall cause of you that my standards are broken in my mind
我的標準已然崩壞對此你也毫不知情於我腦海之中
I would bend back to you if you left the door open
倘若你留著那扇門我將回到你的身旁

I know that I should hate you
我應該憎恨著你對此我心知肚明
I know that I should hate you
我應該憎恨著你對此我心知肚明
I know that I should hate you
我應該憎恨著你對此我心知肚明
Ooh, ooh
噢噢噢噢噢噢
I know that I should hate you
我應該憎恨著你對此我心知肚明
I know that I should hate you
我應該憎恨著你對此我心知肚明
I know that I should hate you
我應該憎恨著你對此我心知肚明
Ooh, ooh
噢噢噢噢噢噢