Sober

I got no excuses
For all of these goodbyes
Call me when its over
Cause Im dying inside
Wake me up when the shakes are gone
And the cold sweats disappear
Call me when its over
And myself has reappeared
I dont know I dont know I dont know I dont know why
I do it every every every time
Its only when Im lonely
Sometimes I just wanna cave
And I dont wanna fight
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
Just hold me Im lonely
Momma Im so sorry Im not sober anymore
And daddy please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
To the ones who never left me
Weve been down this road before
Im so sorry Im not sober anymore
Im sorry to my future love
For the man that left my bed
For making love the way I saved for you inside my head
And Im sorry for the fans I lost
Who watched me fall again
I wanna be a role model
But Im only human
I dont know I dont know I dont know I dont know why
I do it every every every time
Its only when Im lonely
Sometimes I just wanna cave
And I dont wanna fight
I try and I try and I try and I try and I try
Just hold me Im lonely
Momma Im so sorry Im not sober anymore
And daddy please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor
To the ones who never left me
Weve been down this road before
Im so sorry Im not sober anymore
Im not sober anymore
Im sorry that Im here again
I promise Ill get help
It wasnt my intention
Im sorry to myself