Now or Never Now

It hurts to turn the radio on,
my stamina's gone,
my spirit is weak.
Because every time I start to move on,
keep hearing that song,
I'm brought to my knees.
To permanently see in reverse,
take the remorse
out of defeat.
Because everything that's under my skin,
where I end and begin,
still belongs to me.
I'm fine to sit and stare at the door,
can't run anymore,
too weary to stand.
Abandon the effect with the cause,
my life is on pause,
it's out of my hands.
To perfectly perform in reverse,
there's no way to rehearse,
there's nothing to plan.
Because everything that's under my skins,
where I end and begin,
that's who I am.
Oh only silence
can restore,
The sense of place I had before.
Oh only silence
can repair,
my sense of self
I lost somewhere.
Oh only silence
can restore,
the sense of place I had before.
Oh only silence
can repair,
my sense of self
I lost somewhere.
Because the last time I let myself feel this way,
it was a long long time ago.
And now we get so scared
and we get so scared
to be nowhere left alone
Because the last time you let yourself feel this way,
it was a long long time ago.
And now we get so scared
and we get so scared
to be nowhere left alone
Because it's now or never now,
it's now or never now now now.
Because it's now or never now,
it's now or never now now now
Because it's now or never now,
it's now or never now now now
Because it's now or never now,
it's now or never now now now now now now now.
—— THE END ——