i deserve better

I wanted love
我渴望愛情
You want a fantasy
你卻活在夢中
I wanted trust
我想坦誠相待
You couldn't handle me
你無法操縱我
You wanna **** around
你想散漫頹喪
I think i get it now
我早已知曉
You wanna ride that guy over clout go head
你想藉他的力量衝破屏障
Text me i'm the problem
短信告知我才是問題所在
With his hands around your neck
他的手在你頸上游離輕撫
Text me i'm dramatic while you open up your legs
玉腿開張我才是你的提線木偶
For a guy who doesn't care about you
對於一個不在乎你的人
He just wanted ***
他只想要肌膚之親
You're in love with the feeling of feeling used
你愛上了被利用的感覺
Tell me you hate me like bet that's cool
告訴我你恨我就像打賭那很酷
You don't want the drama you would rather have abuse
虐心鬧劇我仍不及
You're the reason that i hate myself for trippin over you
你是我恨自己絆倒你的原因
I fell for a girl to fast and that's facts
事實是瞬間淪陷於一個姑娘
I got problems with attachment
我病態的依戀
I'm losing my ******* grasp
我早已失控
Its gettin harder to trust people
信任別人越來越難了
It all feels like an act
一切都像是表演
I was starving for a light
渴望一絲光亮
And now i'm blinded what is that?
雙目似忙人心凋敝
I can't trust a soul
我不相信幽魂
I can't feel at all
一點也感覺不到
I can' t feel your heartbeat
聽不到你的心跳
Please don't say you love me
請別說你愛我
I wanted love
我渴望愛情
You want a fantasy
你立身虛幻
I wanted trust
我想知曉實情
You couldn't handle me
別想掌控我
You wanna **** around
你只想享樂放肆
I think i get it now
我心知肚明
I cried every night now i sob
每晚哭泣哽咽
I got problems with lovin then movin on
愛情實在是個難題
I got problems with stayin all by my lonely like
孤獨早已將我擊潰
Nathan i miss you like come and hold me tight
我實在想念你抱緊我的樣子
I can't help that i can't help you
我只得袖手旁觀
You want him now he might break you
你想要他他卻會毀了你
He might relapse he might reuse
他可能會反複利用你
He might love you he can't change you
他可能愛你他不能改變你
I can't help that i might love you
情不自禁我心屬你
You're real nice but i can't trust you
你千嬌百媚我卻不能信你
You won't date me i can't make you
一日幽會只是妄想
Walls too strong no way i'll break through
隔閡太深無路可破