NVR SAID THT I WANTED 2

Its hard for me to admit
All those powders that we railed ****** up my head
We never had much good luck
Blow a bag off the balcony
I know you need someone who gives a ****
And its never me, Ill never be anywhere near your wants
But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask cause Im anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
Im talking s**t to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Most the time, I save my breath
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
Oh, Im not the type to *****
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
Most the time, I save my breath
Rip my Juul and pen at the same damn time
Oh, Im not the type to *****
Rather cut ties, quit, build my own damn bridge
Oh, I hear explosions in my head
Flashing lights behind my eyes, think I just need some ******* rest
Oh, Im running out of skin to give
Why do you talk to me like this?
I dont really care to know why
You never came home in the morning
She mad said Im mean, whyd you cry when I leave?
I told you upfront this is nothing
But we could roll this pack if you want
Never ask cause Im anxious at the jump
I could kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Sink or swim
Slip into depression, yeah, like you always do
I'm talking s**t to myself
Yeah, I guess you know me, what the **** is new?
Never said that I wanted to
Kill myself if I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to
Never said that I wanted to