Dissed Him

HOOKI dissed him, now
I miss him
But I miss him because
I dissed him
But he done me wrong and
Im not that strong
To resist him, so
I kissed him
Should I have kissed him when
I dissed him?
Should I have dissed him but
I only miss him?
I dont really know but
Im all alone
And I miss him,
I really miss him
Now that hes gone out of my life
I dont know whether to laugh or to cry
It cuts like a knife, everytime we say goodbye
I wanna die (No)
Hes so deserving, but hes so self serving
He made me so mad,
I know its sadcause now
I want him so bad
But he lied to me and he knows that that **** aint gonna fly with me
So, IHOOKWeeks come by, he doesnt show
I cant breathe no more and my heart is aching so
Confuse emotions in every way
And if I could have him here then
Id see better days
If he could see what hes done to me
I cant sleep and
I cant eat and
Im on my knees
Begging the
Lord to find my love and send him backcause now
I realize he was the apple of my eye
HOOKSo what do
I do?Im so in love with you but somethings got to change
Cant go on this way
I spent plenty nights trying to make it right
Cause I love you boy and
I want you in my life
Its like a melody in a song thats haunting me
The memories of deceit makes it hard for us to be
I need a little discipline in my lifecause my soul
I wont sacrifice
HOOK AND A
D LIB