Far From Here

And I wondered why you came for all this
After so long
When it ripped into you like the son you never were
And I dont think this is what you wanted now
It feels alright but thats a lie thats always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laugh out loud to drown it out
So I can breathe and feel the space surround me
And I wondered why you never doubted getting([Unverified])
When it pulls you down and turns out over(When it may)
Why are you always in a fight with me?
You will always end up here