Bother

Wish I was too dead to cry
希望我已無力哭泣
Myself affliction fades
飽受磨難的心早已沉淪
Stones to throw at my creator
把已死的心還給我的造物主
Masochists to which I cater
甘願去為他獻身哪怕受傷害
You don't need to bother
請你不必費心
I don't need to be
我也不會去打擾你
I'll keep slipping farther
我會在錯誤的路上漸行漸遠
But once I hold on
但我一旦堅持下去
I won't let go 'til it bleeds
我不會放手直到一切都傷痕累累

希望我已無力關懷
Wish I was too dead to care
如果我真的在乎的話
If indeed I cared at all
從未抗議的我保持緘默
Never had a voice to protest
獨自消化著你給我的罪孽
So you fed me ** ** to digest
我希望我能有一個理由
I wish I had a reason
去解釋為何我飽受批評
my flaws are open season
為此我能放下一切
For this I gave up trying
哪怕是一次善舉就值得我去死
One good turn deserves my dying
請你不必費心
You don't need to bother
我也不會去打擾你
I don't need to be
我會在錯誤的路上漸行漸遠
I'll keep slipping farther
但我一旦堅持下去
But once I hold on
我不會放手直到一切都傷痕累累
I won't let go'til it bleeds
希望我已厭倦苟活

如行屍走肉般的表情
Wish I'd died instead of lived
徒有軀殼沒有靈魂
A zombie hides my face
逐漸迷茫的往事寫進日記
Shell forgotten with its memories
請你不必費心
Diaries left with cryptic entries
我也不會去打擾你
And you don't need to bother
我會在錯誤的路上漸行漸遠
I don't need to be
但我一旦堅持下去
I'll keep slipping farther
我不會放手直到一切都傷痕累累
But once I hold on
請你不必費心
I won't let go'til it bleeds
我也不會去打擾你
You don't need to bother
我會在錯誤的路上漸行漸遠
I don't need to be
但我一旦堅持下去
I'll keep slipping farther
我絕不會辜負我的諾言
But once I hold on

I'll never live down my deceit