boy toy

Yeah im just your boy toy
Fillin up some free time
Take me when you wanna
Then leave me here to die
Ill keep it to myself now
Got me feelin left out
You talk a lot ****
Like you dont got a lot to hide
Numb to the core
Yeah, I kill that pain
With a bottle of liquor
Feel it runnin thru my veins
When im not high
Or preoccupied
I got thorns in my heart
And a storm roarin in my mind
Whats inside my cup?
Blindsides my brain
So I hide my face
In an act of shame
And hope to disappear
In a permanent way
You watch me fade to black
Youd love to watch my pain
And you know who to call
Ill be there after all
And I know when I fall
You wont care
After all
Yeah im just your boy toy
Fillin up some free time
Take me when you wanna
Then leave me here to die
Ill keep it to myself now
Got me feelin left out
You talk a lot ****
Like you dont got a lot to hide
Numb to the core
Yeah, I kill that pain
With a bottle of liquor
Feel it runnin thru my veins
When im not high
Or preoccupied
I got thorns in my heart
And a storm roarin in my mind
Yeah, im just a waste
I dont got that much to offer
Im selfish and conceited
But always put my all
Into everyone and everything
Then watch it as it falls
Let it crumble to my feet
Just like everything Ive ever loved
[guccihighwaters]
Yeah, im just your boy toy
Fillin up some free time
Take me when you wanna
Then leave me here to die
I always knew the truth
You aint even gotta lie
Youre the best thing
But im just another guy
Im your puppet
And you play me like a game
Text from my ex
Yeah she never felt the same
Use me on a rainy day
Abuse me till I cant even think
That picture that we took
I always kept it safe
Id put it in my pocket
Just so I could see your face
When I was out of town
You always kept me with you
Never told you bout all the times
When I would miss you
Yeah, im just your boy toy
Fillin up some free time
Take me when you wanna
Then leave me here to die
I always knew the truth
You aint even gotta lie
Youre the best thing
But im just another guy