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Its getting harder and harder to live with myself
The things I do
Im getting weaker in mental and physical health
The things I do

And no ones coming to save me now
Its me that has to change somehow
Im one night out away from the therapists couch
Ouch!

Im sinking lower and lower in my friends eyes
The things I do
And Ive turned into somebody I despise
The things I do

And my standards are slipping day by day
Ill sleep with anyone who gets in my way
Im one bad hand away from a losing game
Shame!

Should I be thinking about myself at a time like this?
Im not sure
Im never happy but at least I get some peace
In this war
But I could use more

And no ones coming to save the day
Ill have my fun and then Ill pay
Im one night out away from an early grave
And I need to be Saved