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I really don't know what I'm doing here
我實際上並不知道我在幹什麼
I really think I should've gone to bed tonight
今晚本來應該回去睡覺的
but just one drink
但是有人讓我喝一杯
and there're some people to meet you “
有些人來見你，
I think that you'll like them
我覺得你會喜歡他們的。”
I have to say we do“
我不得不說，榮幸之至。
and I promise in less than than an hour we will honestly go
我保證至少一個小時以內我們是很樂意的。”
Now why don't I just get you another “
為什麼你不見見其他人呢？
while you just say hello
你只要打個招呼就好，
yeah just say hello...
只要說“你好”就行了”
So I'm clutching it tight
我緊緊地抓著它，
another glass in my hand
抓著我手中的另一杯酒
And my mouth and the smiles moving up as I stand up
我站起來，做出笑臉
too close and too wide
太近了，又太廣闊了
and the smiles are too bright
他們的笑容都如此燦爛
and I breathe in too deep
我深深地吸了一口氣
and my head's getting light
頭腦輕飄飄的
But the air is getting heavier and it's closer
但是空氣越來越沉重粘稠
and I'm starting to sway
我開始左搖右晃
And the hands all on my shoulders don't have names
我的肩膀被各個不知名的人搭上
and they won't go away
他們不放過我
So here I go，here I go again...
我只好再來一次
Falling into strangers and it's only just eleven
跳入陌生人堆裡，這才11點鐘啊
and I'm staring like a child until someone slips me heaven
我像個孩子一樣盯著看，直到有人把我推進天堂
and I take it on my knees just like a thousand times before
我跪在地上，就像以前一千次做過的那樣
and I get transfixed that fixed
我腦中一團亂麻
and I'm just looking at the floor
只好盯著地板
just looking at the floor
盯著地板
yeah I look at the floor...
盯著地板

And I'm starting to laugh
我開始大笑
like an animal in pain
如同痛苦的動物
And I've got blood on my hands
我的雙手沾滿鮮血
And I've got hands in my brain
腦中只有各種各樣的手
And the first short retch leaves me gasping for more
第一次短暫的嘔吐讓我喘不過氣來
And I stagger over screaming on my way to the floor
我搖搖晃晃地尖叫著砸向地板
And I'm back on my back
又掙扎著重新站起來
With the lights and the lies in my eyes
眼前是迷亂的光線和謊言
And the colour and the music's too loud
色彩令人頭暈目眩，音樂聲震耳欲聾
And my head's all the wrong size
我的腦袋裡亂七八糟
So here I go，here I go again...
我又要再一次表演了……
yeah I laugh and I jump
大笑，跳躍
and I sing and I laugh
歌唱，大笑
and I dance and I laugh
舞動，大笑
and I laugh and I laugh
狂笑，狂笑
and I can't seem to think
不能思考
where this is
這裡是哪？
who I am
我是誰？
why I’m keeping this going
我在幹嘛？
keep pouring it out
不斷宣洩
keep pouring it down
繼續嘔吐
keeping it going
繼續吧
keep pouring it down
讓這糜爛的一切繼續
And the way the rain comes down hard
大雨砸落地面的樣子
that's the way I feel inside...
就是我內心的感受

I can' t take it anymore
我再也受不了了
this is I've become
這就是我已經變成的樣子
this is it like I get
這就是我得到的一切
when my life's going numb
我的生活日益麻木
I just keep moving my mouth
嘴巴機械張合
I just keep moving my feet
腳步麻木移動
I say I'm loving you to death
我說，我愛你至死不渝
like I'm losing my breath
就像是我正在失去呼吸
and all the smiles that I wear
我偽裝的所有微笑
and all the games that I play
進行的所有遊戲
and all the drinks that I mix
調混的所有飲品
and I drink until I'm sick
喝到爛醉如泥
and all the faces I make
我假裝的所有面孔
and all the shapes that I throw
展現的所有姿態
and all the peopleI meet
遇見的所有人
and all the words that I know
使用的所有言辭
makes me sick to the heart
都讓我從心底感到噁心
oh I feel so tired...
太累了
And the way the rain comes down hard，
大雨傾盆而至
that's how I feel inside...
如同我沉重的內心
the way the rain comes down hard，
大雨砸落地面的樣子
that's how I feel inside...
就是我內心的感受