I Dont Want You To See This

Perfect, its what I strive for
Hide all of the bad
The evidence of before
I gotta hide from you
From everybody (From you)

Automatic since I was young
Had to be a parent
Cause my parents werent enough
Ive been conditioned to be sad
Too fake it all, to stay mad
So look at my house
Look at my car
Look at my smile
Isnt it nice
Isnt it deceiving

Look my job, making these songs
You think Id be happy but Im not
Isnt so nice
Isnt it deceiving
I dont want you to see this
Its me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Focus on my lies
I dont want you to see this
Its me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Pretend that Im fine
I dont want you to see this

Sorry for any hurt that I have caused
Pain is in my blood
It travels right through my heart
Thats why Im faded all the time
And Im always changing my damn mind
Shit, I didnt mean to open up
Forget words and picture me as enough
Cause if Im crying or upset
Im scared youll leave me
Like all the rest
So look at my house
Look at my car
Look at my smile
Isnt it nice
Isnt it deceiving
Look my job, making these songs
You think Id be happy but Im not
Isnt so nice
Isnt it deceiving
I dont want you to see this
Its me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Focus on my lies
I dont want you to see this
Its me falling to pieces
Close your eyes
Pretend that Im fine
I dont want you to see this
I dont want you to see this, see this
I dont want you to see this , see this

(I dont want you to see this)
(I dont want you to see this)