Fade Out

Someday when I see you, be with you again
Cant believe how I miss you, Im there til the end
Demetrius I had to say something
My brain is stained with you
I dont even think I can explain how much I miss you
Your tears frame the page my fate is outlined in chalk
The other day I freaked on the street when someone walked like you walked
It took a second not to think it was you
And everything crashed down
I dont understand why god picks who hes gonna snatch out
Before you hit the ground I hope you passed out
I wish I could run up in heaven with gats, find you, and blast us out
I couldnt you brother, I heard hes with your grandmother
I spent two weeks on 411 trying to find the phone number
I didnt go to your wake
Got the call to late
And after I found out I spent a month in my room and never open the drapes
I didnt get to say goodbye - its not fair
Hope you had fun in Miami, it seemed like you were meant to be there
My family talked about you often
I cant think of you in a coffin
Pardon the random thoughts
When I speak of you I get lost in memories
The intensity of losing you is like 1000 degrees in the desert
With no sight of water or trees
I dream of an oasis, seen you in a hundred faces
Hear you in music, pic you partying in different places
Like your favorite I guess, sometimes it snows in April
Your fate will never be forgiven, Im cursing every religion
My heart is always with you
And anyone that I love will have to know
A part of me cant go to them
Cause its above..
I miss you