drowning.

I think I lost my mind a while ago
'Cause I've been seeing some ghosts
And I'd be lying if I told you I'm fine
But I lie

Yeah, these thoughts I would never speak out loud
I've seen you cry, but I've never seen you
Shout like a hurricane
These shots don't ricochet
Sight blurred, I'm walking dazed, girl
I'm ****ing faded
Or maybe wasted, I can't remember how it happened
Oh, I don't know my limits at all
I'm sinking down into my thoughts
Oh my God

But so what if I drank too much?
This ain't love, it's just a firefight
And even if it's not enough
I'll say it once, I swear I never lied
But this is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time
This is the last time
You'll ever bring me down

But girl, you know I'm drowning
And I keep going down
But I'll swear that I'm not, I'm not, I'm not

It's friendly fire and sunlight
The aftermath of one too many words I said
When I should've said nothing at all
At all, uh
I gotta stop overthinking and missing what could've been
You were never even really here
But still we are spinning, just liars and cheaters
Right back where we started, but it don't get easier

I am drowning in liquor, and apathy will be the death of me

But so what if I drank too much?
This ain't love, its just a firefight
And even if its not enough
I'll say it once I swear I never lied
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
But this is the last time
You'll ever bring me down

Last time
This is the last time