Alone but wanna be where you are

I'm alone in the dark
我在黑暗中独自一人
can I be where you are?
我可以在你身边吗
You were gone from the start
你从一开始就离开了我
now you tear me apart
现在又把我撕成碎片
Oh, oh I gave you my trust
我给了他所有信任
but you treated me like I couldn't see
他却以为我熟视无睹
I thought you were the one
我以为你是我的真爱
but I know that I'll never be the girl that you need, you need
但我已经知道我已经不是你需要的那个女孩
躲在角落继续哭泣
太多的努力大可不必
朋友安慰我 要有骨气
失去你 我逐渐学会独立
我还守在 你家门口
期盼你会对我 再次回首
爱的饭菜不再可口
我发了疯似地灌着红酒
我会学习如何细心
不闹你作得像个戏精
真的讨厌这片寂静
失去你原来如此致命
那女孩哄他那么累
他只会回复嗯和对
还没带她去音乐会
说好的面对笑和泪
想要变得优秀 跟着我有鱼有肉
悠闲的生活午后 陪你在每个周六
不想被现实收购 解开了羁绊纽扣
我把你攥在手中 却还是困兽犹斗
No, no way I don’t want to be alone
Don’t say good-bye, we are still sailing on the boat
We are standing by the different side
Looking each other’s in the eyes
We should never be in the fight
Now we tired of the trying
I'm alone in the dark
我在黑暗中独自一人
can I be where you are?
我可以在你身边吗
You were gone from the start
你从一开始就离开了我
now you tear me apart
现在又把我撕成碎片
Oh, oh I gave you my trust
我给了他所有信任
but you treated me like I couldn't see
他却以为我熟视无睹
I thought you were the one
我以为你是我的真爱
but I know that I'll never be the girl that you need, you need
但我已经知道我已经不是你需要的那个女孩

不想再废话
你是否还会偶尔记挂
和朋友聊天聊起了
还会抱怨自己瞎
当初不该接受的
这命运安排的邂逅呢
也许是个玩笑吧
可我笑不出声啊

I am sorry, but I loved you