Monster In My Mind

编曲制作：R!VY
I was driving through the dark
我在黑暗中驾驶着
Thinking that I finally can park
想着我终于可以停下来了
Try so hard to find the one
千辛万苦找到那一个
Need someone else to fill my heart
需要别人来填补我的内心
Until that I feel alright
直到我感觉良好
So I stopped by every single stop
所以经过的每一站，我都会停下来
Try to fit myself in what I found
努力让自己适应于我所找到的
But the guard dogs bark at me
但看门犬向我吠
And I know they're warning me
我知道它们在警醒我
I shouldn't be this easy
我不应该如此随便
Not my wish but
并非我愿但
Feel just like I'm nothing
感觉我一无是处
Screw my dignity
践踏自己的尊严
It's like I'm an animal
就像我是只禽兽
Feel so unemotional
感到如此无动于衷
Something tells me it's all 'bout my humanity
我似乎知道这都是我的人性
I don't wanna be so trashy
我不想变得如此下贱
I got a monster in my mind I I
我脑子里有只怪物
I'm dying for approval
我渴望得到认可
surrounding by my side
伴随在我的身边
Somebody tells me why I I
请告诉我为什么
It's not like I'm that kind of guy
我又不是那种人
Just to live by
苟且存活
Got a monster in my mind
脑子里有只怪物
Put my heart into a jar
把我的心放进罐子里
Never ever let it fall apart
再也不让它破碎
Seal it with vanilla scar
用香草疤痕密封
Bury it deep into the yard
把它深埋在院子里
It won't lead me down again
它再也不会让我堕落了
I'll keep myself sober in the bar
我让自己在灯红酒绿中保持清醒
Avoid all that makes me drown too far
避开所有让我沉沦的东西
But I can't help falling deep
但我又不禁坠入深渊
into the world of m*rphine
在毒枭的世界里沉沦
I don't wanna be a junkie
我不想成为瘾君子
I know I've been
我知道我已经
taking all the ways and possibilities
尝试所有的方法和可能性
Not to be a sucker
不成为受骗者
Not to be a prisoner
不成为囚犯
Why It's all in vain?
为什么一切都是徒劳
How can away I flee?
我怎么才能够逃离
from all of the Mack Daddies
从所有的诱惑中逃离
I got a monster in my mind I I
我脑子里有只怪物
I'm dying for approval
我渴望得到认可
surrounding by my side
伴随在我的身边
Somebody tells me why I I
请告诉我为什么
It's not like I'm that kind of guy
我又不是那种人
Just to live by
苟且存活
Got a monster in my mind
脑子里有只怪物
Got a monster in my mind
脑海里有只怪物
Mon
怪
Monster
怪物
Got me
使我
Monster in my
怪物在我
Mon
怪
Monster
怪物
Got me
使我
Got a monster in my
有只怪物在我
I I
我 我
I'm dying for approval
我渴望得到认可
surrounding by my side
伴随在我的身边
Somebody tells me why I I
请告诉我为什么
It's not like I'm that kind of guy
我又不是那种人
Just to live by
苟且存活
I got a monster in my mind
我脑子里有只怪物