Right As Wrong

wanna find the bottom of my heart
wanna be alone until i'm lonely
wanna lie down
wanna be still
wanna find my will
wanna be a kite and fly above your house
and then drop down into your room
wanna crouch down, wanna dig in
maybe speak another language
wanna drink in bars and sell my car
wanna pray for you in my own way
and try to keep in mind
every single person in the room
wanna be right
i want to be right
wanna make a list
and on the list
i want to call you back
i want to grow my hair
but it'll never get there
i want to have regrets
because i want to do absolutely all i can
wanna leave the house
wanna stand up now
open the door and find
a destination, a revelation
i'll see a ghost
he'll steal my voice and i'll begin again
wanna be right
i want to be right