Reckless

What you know about the work we putting in
Say you want it all, don't want to work for it
Sh!t don't come in easy, no, it never was
Trust me this ain't everything you thought it is
'Cause everybody wanna be apart of it
But all I had was me when I first started this
Plotting on this moment I've been locked in
But they don't know the struggle, been a lot of it
Yeah, I was down on my knees
Begging for an answer, please don't go
I promise that I'm done with tears
I promise that the end is near
Might blow
I'm so reckless
You ain't gonna see me anymore
Too much Hennessey, too many drugs that I be on
For my mental, baby, for tonight I've had enough
Pop another one when I'm at home and I'm alone
I'm too selfish, too precious to get involved
Know you miss the days that we would sit and we would talk
All about this sh!t, now that we see in front of us
I love this sh!t, I don't ever wanna stop
Take a moment to myself soul searching, yeah
Now that I found my home and what my purpose is
I ain't trying to pay no mind to the negatives
Fxcking on me right, baby there it is, yeah
Money comes as it goes
Not for me to rely on
'Cause baby that sh!t don't matter, we got love
Sipping on that sh!t made me slow
But I'ma do it, because I don't see nothing but reasons to pour up
I was down on my knees
Begging for an answer, please don't go
I promise that I'm done with tears
I promise that the end is near
Might blow
I'm so reckless
You ain't gonna see me anymore
Too much Hennessey, too many drugs that I be on
For my mental, baby, for tonight I've had enough
Pop another one when I'm at home and I'm alone
I'm too selfish, too precious to get involved
Know you miss the days that we would sit and we would talk
All about this sh!t, now that we see in front of us
I love this sh!t, I don't ever wanna stop, yeah