Found Out

it hurts to speak
and to swallow
to say yes
i’m saying no now
i’m saying slow down
curtsy before you bow
draw me in
i’ll push you out
spit into your mouth
is that what you want? is that what you are?
is that what you’ve found?
is that what you want? is that what you are?
is that what you’ve found?
today it’s tomorrow
you’ve had the photos on your phone now
for 24 hours
no, no, no,
i can’t say no now
is that what you want? is that what you are?
is that what you’ve found?
is that what you want? is that what you need?
to be found out? to be found?
found out.