SOBER

I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not
I'm always so hungover, it's alot
And I know I should quit
But it's so hard to admit
I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not
I wish that I could put you down
But all I wanna do is drown
I hate the way you make me feel
But you're the only way that I can deal
With all my past mistakes
You help me just escape
I wish that I could put you down
But all I wanna do is drown
I don't know how I would survive
Without you in my life
Maybe I'm not not alright
I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not
I'm always so hungover, it's alot
And I know I should quit
But it's so hard to admit
I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not
Sometimes I have to ask myself
Why I put myself through hell
Dependency is so, so cruel
It pushes me to break all rules
Like don't give in to that
When you're upset or sad
But honestly, I'm not that strong
I just wanna know
Where I went wrong
I don't know how I would survive
Without you in my life
Maybe I'm not alright
I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not
I'm always so hungover, it's alot
And I know I should quit
But it's so hard to admit
I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not
I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not
I wanna say I'm sober, but I'm not
Yeah, I'm not（×3）
And I know I should quit
But it's so hard to admit
I wanna say I'm sober
But I'm not