I was hanging with you
当我在你身边时,
And then I realized
我突然意识到,
I didn’t think it was true
这一切都太不真实。
I was surprised
我真的很意外,
When I found out I’d fallen for you
我竟然会和你堕入爱河。
I didn’t wanna believe
我不想承认
My feelings for you
我对你的感情,
I didn’t wanna believe
但我也不敢想,
That I could lose you
我将会有失去你的那一天。
If I told you just how I felt
如果要我告诉你我的感想,那就是这些吧。
yo honestly im probably the oddest audibly
讲真,你听了我所讲述的事可能会感到很诧异,
but when she speaks its always lovely with a hint of scholarly
她说话的时候总是带着一丝正经的书生腔调,很可爱。
im accustom to armed robbery
我是会为了维持生活而犯罪的人,
but she could be content with mere poverty
但她是就算生活很穷困也能满足于现状的人。
she speaks on generosity
她可以开怀大笑,侃侃而谈,
while i could steal for comedy
就当我在和她讲一些不知从哪听来的笑话的时候。
And I find it strange how things work.
我发现我变得好奇怪,气氛也开始很暧昧
Caught saying all guys are jerks.
她说男人都是混蛋,
I responded well, I dont know about if im really a jerk.
我回答:“嗯……我不知道我算不算真正意义上的混蛋吧。
But i've broke so many hearts that you would think they'd find a corpse.
但我确实伤了很多人的心,坏到你可能会觉得别人会找到我被人打死的尸体。
So uh, maybe your assumption is correct.
所以,呃……也许你说得对,
But if it's any consolation I regret alot of women whose names I forget.
但是我对那些我已经忘了名字的前任们感到愧疚
And nights I admit stories passed to my friends.
我把我的旧情史告诉了我的朋友们,
So we can laugh and insist that we, all got the finest baddest ******* in the set.
我们哈哈大笑然后承认我们都在泡坏女人。”
She replied as she passed along her last cigarette.
她听了,随着她最后一只烟的燃尽,说:
I just wish I could find a guy as honest as you.
“你很实诚,我很欣赏,是我想寻找的男人,
Cuz' you dont really care how I view you do you?
但你说出这些,你真的不在乎我会怎么看你,是吗?”
I said not really ima pretty open book.
我说:“也不是啦,我只是比较好说话比较开放,
I'm typically the bad guy just another crook.
我是个典型的坏男人,不过又是一个骗子罢了,
Not suitable for good girls so please dont even look.
我不适合那些好女孩,所以小心不要迷上我哟。”
She pulled me in close whispered in my ear as she shook.
她突然靠近我的耳边,颤抖地轻轻低语道:
But I can’t help it
“但我控制不住自己,
I'm falling for you
我已经爱上你了,
And I can’t quit it
而且我无法从中脱身而出,
Cause I'm stuck on you
我已经被你骗走了。
And it might be pathetic
可能这很悲哀,
And you might be skeptical
你也可能会很怀疑我的感情,
But I just want to be with you
但我只想和你在一起。
Please tell me boy can you
所以告诉我,你可不可以
Get a clue or come through
给我一点如何走进你心里的提示,或者直接接受我呢?
Cause I just want to be with you
因为我只想和你在一起啊。
I'm scared...
我其实很害怕……
Of telling you how I feel
告诉你我对你的感觉,
Maybe
或许,
It’s better
还是努力去隐藏住
If I just try to conceal
我的真情实感,
The truth
算是为了我自己,
For me
也为了你,
And for you
这才是最好的处理感情的方式吧。
But I'm still stuck on you
但是我的心已经在你那里了。”
It's a slideshow and every night is just another picture.
这些场景就像幻灯片一样,每晚在我眼前闪过的都是不同的画面,
And we dont fix our problems we just drown em' in the liquor.
后来我们并没有解决我们之间的问题,只是让酒精来麻痹自己。
To many arguments so now we barely speak.
我们吵了好多次架,现在都很少说话了,
To many pills so now i'm just a freak.
也吃了很多药,现在我都快疯了。
And it's funny cause really im her opposite.
可笑的是,我真的是那个注定和她对立的人。
Heisting all these banks while shes writing out deposit slips
她在银行工作写存款单的时候,我就在抢银行,
and, a lot of times I wonder why she's still around.
但很多时候我在想,为什么她还是在我脑海中挥之不去?
Cause' I feel like half the time i just bring her down.
我感觉大部分时间上都是我在拖累她。
So one day I asked her that aloud.
所以有一天我朝着她大喊,问她为什么愿意跟着我,
And this is what she said, she said you're really not a clown.
她就这么说,她说:“你并不是像个小丑一样愚蠢,低人一等,
I know that you're a thief but you make me walk on clouds.
我知道你就是个偷心贼,但你让我很快乐。
So I guess you put your winnings in between my feet and ground.
所以就把你所学到的那一份套路用在我身上,我不介意。
And I love the way you try to hide away your capsules.
另外,我也挺喜欢你隐瞒自己心事的样子,
So I dont really see em and get worried cause i'm fragile.
我也根本没心思猜你的烦心事然后去担心你,因为我太弱了。
I love the way you listen about all my friends problems even though it's just a hassle.
我也很感激你愿意倾听我所有朋友的烦心事,即使这真的很麻烦,
And by the end of it you take a fistful of advil.
在最后你还给了他们一大堆的人生建议。^_^
Even though we fight I know you'll never disappear. Our goodbyes are never lasting.
即使我们经常吵架,但我知道你永远不会离开我。我们的每一次道别都不会坚持很久。
Together always laughing
我们在一起总是那么开心,
and, separate always acting like I don't really miss you.
每次分开的时候都要假装我不想你。
And if i'm being honest with you..
最后,如果要我说实话的话……
I
我……
I’m still falling for you
还是很爱很爱你,
for you