Ethel (Pluto Tapes)
I don't know how to say (oh) we're long gone
我不知道该如何开口，我们渐行渐远
We're gone, long gone, gone
我们渐远渐散
I don't show, that it went wrong, that I'm not strong (oh)
我没在辩解，确实是有些问题，尽管我不足够强大
Not strong, not strong, strong
不足够坚强
Over the years you have changed me
这么多年，你对我影响很深
And every time I'm near you you distort my reality
每当我在你身边，我就会变得面目全非
Why can't I just quit you
为什么我就是无法放弃你
你教会我要勇于发声
You taught me to speak up if I wanna be heard
你以为我会理解的，去变得坚强，但我并不坚强
You'd think that I woulda' learned, to be strong, I'm not strong
随着时间的推移，不知道我该说些什么
And over time I'm stumbling over my words
我自作自受，你就是我无药可医的心头病
I'm getting what I deserve, you're a disease without a cure
这么多年，你对我影响很深
Over the years you have changed me
每当我在你身边，我就会变得面目全非
And every time I'm near you you distort my reality
为什么我就是无法放弃你
Why can't I just quit you
我感觉如果我再等下去，我就要呼吸困难了
当你让我情绪低落的时候，我说服自己这是你让我变得顽强的一种方式
I feel like if I wait here too much longer, feel like I'm going to blow
让我...让我情绪低落
Convinced myself that you're making me stronger, when you've been bringing me low
这么多年，你对我影响很深
Bringing me, bringing me low
每当我在你身边，我就会变得面目全非
Over the years you have changed me
为什么我就是无法放弃你
And every time I'm near you you distort my reality
Why can't I just quit you