Up In The Clouds

I had a doubt
I had a vision
Something to worry about
I don’t do drugs
I don’t go out
They tell me to smoke but I’m out
They say I’m good
They say I’ve got this
Thought I’d be up in the clouds
I’m in the booth
I’ll sing my tunes
But how to make more people move?
I talk like I know what I’m doing
But who the **** really know shit
Everything’s changing, everything’s new
My plans change like my mood
I’m no longer 22
I know who I wanted to be
But I need to set me free
The world took more than it can hold
More anxiety
My mind, one day it might explode
Society
I, wanna care only the things I care
Rose-tinted eyes
Could you spare me with mercy and lies?
Would you set me free?
With your disguise
I see the sunlight, only when I stay up at night
Someone draw the line, so we can pick a side
I told you
I said they don’t care
If I die today
They’ll cry on my grave
Then search for another prey
Maybe, nobody’s so different cause different is what people fake
At last I seized the day
I got tumor when I was 19, after my father died
To be honest I ain’t afraid of life, but I need some time
To paint what’s on my mind
To be loved, to be great
To be good at things that live in plain sight
So I feel alive
But, what’s the point of it? It don’t even sit
Even if I make it to the top, where’s the tip of it?
What besides vanity that make you chase a dream?
Define greed, I want it but I don’t need;
You call it succeed
I figured it out
All by myself
I figured it out
I figured it out
I had a doubt
I had a vision
Something to worry about
I don’t do drugs
I don’t go out
They tell me to smoke but I’m out
They say I’m good
They say I’ve got this
Thought I’d be up in the clouds
I’m in the booth
I’ll sing my tunes
But how to make more people move? I
I see the sunlight, only when I stay up at night
Cause we’re born to die
So enjoy the flight
I wanna drench in your ocean
Wanna buy you some milk
Wanna swim in your brown eyes
And I
Wanna blow out the candles
Wanna bathe in your sweat
Wanna whisper a goodnight