i hate myself tbh

I hate myself to be honest
老实说，我讨厌自己
And I hate me more when you’re gone
当你离去，我更加恨自己
I can’t help cause I’m falling
我无法控制，因为我正在坠落
It just gets lonely on my own
我一个人只会感到寂寞
I keep ****ing around and writing it down
我一直在胡闹，并把它写下来
I fell in love and it’s killing me now
我坠入了爱河，现在简直要了我的命
I feel it too what you’re tired about
我也能感受到你的厌倦
Giving you pain, I’m too used to it now
带给你的痛苦，我现在已经习惯了
Can’t feel the same I just smoke for my pain
无法感同身受，我只是吸烟来减轻痛苦
Wish you the best if you do the same
如果你也这样做，祝你好运
I wanna smile and just run from my mind
我想微笑，从我的脑海中逃离
I’m someone else that you left behind
我是另一个被你抛弃的人
I keep ****ing around and writing it down
我一直在胡闹，并把它写下来
I fell in love and it’s killing me now
我坠入了爱河，现在简直要了我的命
I feel it too what you’re tired about
我也能感受到你的厌倦
Giving you pain, I’m too used to it now
带给你的痛苦，我现在已经习惯了
Can’t feel the same I just smoke for my pain
无法感同身受，我只是吸烟来减轻痛苦
Wish you the best if you do the same
如果你也这样做，祝你好运
I wanna smile and just run from my mind
我想微笑，从我的脑海中逃离
I’m someone else that you left behind
我是另一个被你抛弃的人
I hate myself to be honest
老实说，我讨厌自己
And I hate me more when you’re gone
当你离去，我更加恨自己
I can’t help cause I’m falling
我无法控制，因为我正在坠落
It just gets lonely on my own
我一个人只会感到寂寞