Yeah, I'd rather be a lover than a fighter
比起去当个战士我更愿去爱一个人
'Cause all my life I've been fighting
因为我一生都在为之拼搏
Never felt a feeling of comfort
心灵从未因此感受到一丝丝安慰
All this time, I've been hiding
向来我都在逃避这个事实
And I never had someone to call my own
我从未拥有一个属于自己的爱
Oh nah, I'm so used to sharing
我总是习惯于分享
Love only left me alone
现在爱却让我孑然一身
But I'm at one with the silence
但现在我又与寂寞融为一体
I found peace in your violence
我在你的无情暴力中寻得一点安宁
Can't show me, there's no point in trying
怎可对我说万千试探皆无用呢？
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
我如此孤独寂寞，我只是沉默太久罢了
I found peace in your violence
我在你的无情暴力中寻得一点安宁
Can't show me, there's no point in trying
怎可对我说万千试探皆无用呢？
I'm at one, and I've been silent for too long
我如此孤独寂寞，我只是沉默太久罢了
我只是沉默太久罢了
I've been quiet for too long
我只是沉默太久罢了
我在你的无情暴力中寻得一点安宁
I've been quiet for too long
怎可对我说万千试探皆无用呢？
I found peace in your violence
我如此孤独寂寞，我只是沉默太久罢了
Can't show me there's no point in trying
需要一个救世主到来而我不是在寻求救赎
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
多年以来我负担重重
I'm in need of a savior, but I'm not asking for favors
我思绪万千我也为之厌恶
My whole life I felt like a burden
我已习惯犯错，又疲于关爱
I think too much and I hate it
爱从没让我拥有一个心灵港湾，所以我依然沉默在此
I'm so used to being in the wrong, I'm tired of caring
我在你的无情暴力中寻得一点安宁
Loving never gave me a home, so I sit here in the silence
怎可对我说万千试探皆无用呢？
I found peace in your violence
我如此孤独寂寞，我只是沉默太久罢了
Can't show me, there's no point in trying
我在你的无情暴力中寻得一点安宁
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
怎可对我说万千试探皆无用呢？
I found peace in your violence
我如此孤独寂寞，我只是沉默太久罢了
Can't show me there's no point in trying
我只是沉默太久罢了
I'm at one, and I've been silent for too long
我只是沉默太久罢了
我在你的无情暴力中寻得一点安宁
I've been quiet for too long
怎可对我说万千试探皆无用呢？
我如此孤独寂寞，我只是沉默太久罢了
I've been quiet for too long
I found peace in your violence
Can't show me, there's no point in trying
I'm at one, and I've been quiet for too long
MarshmelloKhalid - Silence（Aou&Yoki Bootleg）