I walked her home, for the last time

The first thing is
最为重要的一件事
to allow yourself to say goodbye
就是学着让自己习惯离别
and too often we get afraid of endings
离别太频繁 以致于我们害怕给故事画上一个句号
and so we don't allow ourselves a goodbye
以致于我们都不愿意道出“分别”二字

离别是短暂的
Goodbyes are temporary
没有人真正离开
because no one ever really leaves
也没有任何事物是永恒的
and nothing lasts forever
如果你能记住这两点
and if you can remember those two things
就会发现 他们还是陪伴在我们身边
that people are always with us
因为在我们的内心深处 记忆深处
because in our hearts and in our memory
我们唯一能够察觉出来的 就是变化
and the only thing we can depend on is change
读懂“永久”这个词 一定很让人悲伤懊恼吧
I bet it hurts to read permanence
以前总是琢磨着这一切 奇怪为什么你不会这样
I used to think on all of this and how you don't
可恶 真的好难找到心里的寄托
Damn it's hard to find sustenance
我的心里充满爱 但你的心却像是一座孤坟
when all I have was love for this and now you don't
现在的我 无非就是滥用药品

努力盖过你存在的痕迹 无论效果是多么的微乎其微
now I just abuse substances
to drown out your accomplishments, however few