Ringside
Beat myself until I'm bloody
我击溃了自己，直到流血
And I'll give you a ringside seat
让我给你留一个场边的座位
You say that it's embarrassing
你说这很尴尬
I'm sorry that you had to see me like that
那么我很抱歉你看到我这样
So you can either watch me drown
所以你要么看着我淹死
Or try to save me while I drag you down
或者在我拖累你的时候救救我
Well I want to fix it but I don't know how
我想修补心碎，却不知道该怎么弥补
It isn't fair to make you wait around
当你所有的朋友都出门玩乐
While all your friends are goin' out
让你一直为我等也不公平
So Jesus can you help me now
上帝，你现在能帮帮我吗
Trade me in, for a briar crown
用我来换一顶荆棘冠冕
Is there anybody coming back for me
有人回来寻找我吗
If they ever were, they are not now
如果他们曾经来过，现在也不会来了
So what's there left to talk about
那还有什么好谈的呢
I'm holding on
我还在坚持
Just like a scratch off ticket how
就像一张刮奖彩券
I dig my nails into your skin
我的指甲陷入你的皮肤里
Honey, I'm not stupid
亲爱的，我不傻
I know no one wins this kind of thing
我知道没人能赢得这场战争
It's just another way to kill an hour
这只是另一种消磨时间的方式
Wishing I were different
我希望我是与众不同的
Nobody deserves a second chance
没有人还能有第二次机会
But honey I keep getting them
但是亲爱的，我却总被施舍着机会
就像一张刮奖彩券
Like a scratch off ticket how
我的指甲陷入你的皮肤里
I dig my nails into my skin
亲爱的，我不傻
Honey, I'm not stupid
我知道没人能赢得这场战争
I know no one wins this kind of thing
这只是另一种消磨时间的方式
It's just another way to kill an hour
我希望我是与众不同的
Wishing I were different
没有人还能有第二次机会
Nobody deserves a second chance
我却总被施舍着机会
But I keep getting them