ANXIOUS

I don't really know where I'm going
我不知道该去向哪里
Feels like everyone found their story
看来他们都已认清自己
All my stress been overflowing
焦虑已然飞溅四溢
I just count my days now-
倒数着自己的结局
I don't really know where I'm going
我不知道我的目的地
Feels like everyone found their story
似乎他们早已寻获生机
All my stress been overflowing
我的忧虑让我窒息
I just count my days, I know they won't last
我的余生所剩无几
And it feels like I don't have a place now
诺大世界没有我的安身之地
'Cause I don't connect with anyone who find a way out
只怪我不寻出口，孑身独立
And when I'm up, I'm just waiting for the takedown
每次站起只是等着下次倒地
Will my fear of living life ever die out?
我对生活的畏惧是否会散去？

身陷囹圄无能为力，于是自我催眠留在这里
Lost inside this maze and I can't take this, so I take two pills to stay here
然后再次醒来，焦虑使我不能自已
Then I'll wake up by my bed, I can't keep living like this
无名的爪牙向我心头伸去
And something's got it's claws in me
把我拖回令我厌恶的泥潭里
Dragging me back down where I don't wanna be
痛苦使我无法抽离
I can't shake my withdrawals-
只能乞求着早日终结这些遭遇
Now, but they got me begging for the end, I'm suffering
那些药品在呼唤我的姓名

我一无所有，所以别无所惧
All of these drugs been calling me
如果没有我的生活万事如意
I don't have no one, so it's all on me
那么就此别过，恨也两清
I bury my head, I don't wanna see no one
我到底应该去向哪里
If they're better off without me
人们都早已奔向辉熠

留下我淋着倾盆大雨
I don't really know where I'm going
我倒数着剩下的日子，它们就快来临
Feels like everyone found their story
大千世界没有我的容身之地
All my stress been overflowing
只因我不求上进，寡言少语
I just count my days, I know they won't last
即便再次站起，也只是等着下次倒地
And it feels like I don't have a place now
我的恐惧是否会消去？
'Cause I don't connect with anyone who find a way out
困在我曾经逃避悲伤与忧虑的这里
And when I'm up, I'm just waiting for the takedown
如果未来只是昨日重现，就让我沉浸在这纸醉金迷
Will my fear of living life every die out?
我厌倦这些事情，却又无能为力

渐渐热情递减，最终波澜不惊
Lost inside this place that I used to come to escape my fear and sorrow
我多么希望那天来电的是你
If tomorrow feels the same as yesterday I'll down the bottle
或者只是在我的葬礼上出席
I'm so sick of living like this and not that
那些药片不停呼喊我的姓名
It's like every day I love less and fight back
我一饮而尽，让它们相聚
And I wish that I was you that called
如果没有我的生活万事大吉
And I'll see you at my funeral
那么就此别过，恨也两清

我不知道该去向哪里
All of these drugs been calling me
每个人都在坚定前行
I've don't have no one, so it's all on me
焦虑了贯穿我的胸膺
I bury my head, I don't wanna see no one
只剩下重复倒数，等待结局的来临
If they're better off without me
我找不到我的容身之地

一直以来孤身独立，无心脱离
I don't really know where I'm going
再次站起，只是昭示着下次倒地
Feels like everyone found their story
我的忧虑是否会随风散去？
All my stress been overflowing
I just count my days, I know they won't last
And it feels like I don't have a place now
'Cause I don't connect with anyone who find a way out
And when I'm up, I'm just waiting for the takedown
Will my fear of living life every die out?