I must be crying like hell
I must be begging like a dog but I won't
I wanna kiss you one more time
I wanna take you back but I won't
Coz this feeling inside me takes control
With love and hatred I'm so confused
All the memories spin around
I don't know how to make it right
If only you could give me one little thing that is true
If only you could tell me how you really feel
If only you knew what I've been going through
If only I were just as beautiful as her
I must be crawling in the dirt
I must be getting down on my knees
I wanna see you again
I want it so bad but I won't
Coz this feeling inside me takes control
With love and hatred I'm so confused
All the memories spin around
I don't know how it got so wrong
If only you could give me one little thing that is true
If only you could tell me how you really feel
If only you knew what I've been going through
If only I were just as beautiful as her
If only I were just as beautiful as her
If only I were just as beautiful as her
If only I were just as beautiful as her