Before I Break

Today I woke up and I was blind
Blurred lights from left to right mm
Ten deep breaths to tell myself that I will be alright
But I'm just passing time mm
I'm always pushing it to the side
Guess that's why I missed all the warning signs ahah
It's no surprise that yet again I have to pay the price
For my ****ed up broken mind, broken mind
If you could be somebody else just for today
Who would it be and who would you get to take your pain?
Cause I wanna be somebody else just for today
I wanna give you all my pain
I wanna give myself a break
Before I break, before I break
Before I break, before I break
Before I break, before I break
There's a blade stuck in my head
But I'm not dead, not yet
I get it when I'm suppressing stress
It's when I tell myself that I am fine when I am not
When I tell myself I'm right when I am wrong
But I'm trying my best
Makeup on, slip into a dress
Now all I need is rest but I'm expected to impress
Can they tell I'm a burned out mess? My guess is yes
If you could be somebody else just for today
Who would it be and who would you get to take your pain?
Cause I wanna be somebody else just for today
I wanna give you all my pain
I wanna give myself a break
Before I break, before I break
Before I break, before I break
Before I break, before I break
I wanna give myself a break
Before I break, before I break
Before I break, before I break
Before I break, before I break
I wanna give myself a break