What Now

I been ignoring this big lump in my throat
涩涩酸楚的鼻子 涩涩发紧的喉咙
I shouldnt be crying, tears were for the weak
我不应该流泪 眼泪是留给弱者的
The days I'm stronger, know what, so I say
一路走来 我更加坚强 不曾软弱 但
That's something missing
强势之路 有得有失
Whatever it is,
不管遗失的是什么
it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
总感觉它在透过双面镜讥讽嘲笑着我
Whatever it is, it's just laughing at me
无论是什么 它一直在嘲笑着我
And I just wanna scream
我只想声嘶力竭的呐喊
What now? I just can't figure it out
该如何 我已束手无策
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
该如何 也许时间才是解药
What now? ohhhh what now?
该如何 该如何

本以为是他改变了我的生活
I found the one he changed my life
其实是我自己变了
But was it me that changed
他只是在对的时间走到了我的身旁
And he just happened to come at the right time
我本应该坠入爱河
I'm supposed to be in love
但我不是傻瓜
But i'm not mugging
不管遗失的是什么
Whatever it is,
总感觉它在透过双面镜讥讽嘲笑着我
it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
无论是什么 它一直在嘲笑着我
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
我只想声嘶力竭的呐喊
And I just wanna scream
该如何 我已束手无策
What now? I just can't figure it out
该如何 也许时间才是解药
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
该如何 请告诉我
What now? please tell me
该如何
What now?
我没有一个可以倾诉的朋友 因为我一直在和他们玩名利游戏

我的表面看似越开心 内心实则越孤独
There's no one to call cause im just playing games with them all
因为我悉心准备一切只换来儿戏一场
The most where im happy, the more that im feeling alone
积压的情绪都不能发泄出去
Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
被包裹得像干尸 但我只想嘶吼
I cant even get the emotions to come out
该如何 我已束手无策
Dry as a bomb, but I just wanna shout
该如何 也许时间才是解药
What now? I just can't figure it out
该如何 请告诉我
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
该如何
What now? somebody tell me
我不知该去向何方
What now?
我不知如何去感触

我不知如何去哭泣
I dont know where to go
我不知为何会这样
I dont know what to feel
我不知该去向何方
I dont know how to cry
我不知如何去感触
I dont know ow ow why
我不知如何去哭泣
I dont know where to go
我不知为何会这样
I dont know what to feel
我不知该去向何方
I dont know how to cry
我不知如何去感触
I dont know ow ow why
我不知如何去哭泣
I dont know where to go
我不知为何会这样
I dont know what to feel
该如何呢
I dont know how to cry
I dont know ow ow why
So what now?