Sail (ReOrder Extended Remix)

I don't know how I got like this
不知何时变成这幅模样
I wish I wasn't so helpless
幻想着我不再孤立无援
But every time I tried to
我已无力尝试
I'm too paralyzed to
早已彻底麻痹
Get the poison off my chest
满腔毒气使我窒息

我不想重蹈覆辙
I didn't wanna fail again
眺望又一只远离的船只
Watch another ship sail again
我不擅长道别
I'm no good at goodbyes
无法注视你的双眸
I can't look in your eyes
你永远不会明白这一切
You will never understand
如果我没有感情

说出那些该说出口的话就会更加容易
If I was heartless
但我选择了逃避
Well, that would make it easier to say the things I need to
我若是没心没肺
But I run instead
那些必须品尝的苦痛就
I wish I was hollow
不会使我窒息
'Cause then the pill I have to swallow
不会侵染我的灵魂
Wouldn't choke me up
我也希望一切简单一些
Infect my soul again
我讨厌那自认为需要我的你

我早就说过我不配拥有爱情
I wish it were easy
不要尝试读我的心
I hated that you think you need me
相信我，某些书本应永被尘封
Said it from the start that I'm no good at love
请别因为虚无的现实伤感崩溃
Don't try to read me
咸水如雨滴般落下
Some books should stay closed, believe me
又一只船只扬帆起航
Please don't fall apart for what this never was
我又一次放它远离

从头至尾全是败笔
Water trails like rain
又一只船只扬帆远去
As another ship sails
这一次我失去了你
I let another ship sail
咸水如大雨倾泻而下
Heads or tails, it always fails
不知何时变成这幅模样
As another ship sails
幻想着我不再孤立无援
I let another ship sail
我已无力尝试

早已彻底麻痹
Water trails like rain
满腔毒气使我窒息

我不想重蹈覆辙
I don't know how I got like this
眺望又一只远离的船只
I wish I wasn't so helpless
我不擅长道别
But every time I tried to
无法注视你的双眸
I'm too paralyzed to
你永远不会明白这一切
Get the poison off my chest

I didn't wanna fail again
Watch another ship sail again
I'm no good at goodbyes
I can't look in your eyes
You will never understand