Control

Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous
清晨醒来，我仍旧感到一丝紧张不安
Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it
与我内心尝试控制的焦虑不断作斗争
Even when I know it's been forever
即使在我知道无法停止的时候
I can still feel the spin
我依旧可以感受到眩晕
Hurts when I remember and
我记得那些创伤
I never wanna feel it again
但不想再次经历
Don't know if you get it 'cause
不知道你感同身受时会作何反应因为
I can't express how thankful I am
我无法表达我的感激
That you were always with me when
你时常与我同在
It hurts I know that you understand
当伤害是如你我所知道的那样
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控
Nothing I can do anymore
我已用尽全力，却无法挽回
Trying every day when I hold my breath
当我每天尝试屏住呼吸
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
旋转时空中，胸口被压迫
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控
Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not
有时，尽管我知道再无可能，但是依旧抱有期待
Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught
尝试疾速呼吸，但似乎空气无法追随
'Cause even though I'm older now and
因为即使我开始明了我不再年轻
I know how to shake off the past
我知道如何摆脱过去
I wouldn't have made it if
我依旧不会成功
I didn't have you holding my hand
曾经没有紧握你的双手
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控
Nothing I can do anymore
我已用尽全力，却无法挽回
Trying every day when I hold my breath
当我每天尝试屏住呼吸
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
旋转时空中，胸口被压迫
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控
I need you to know I would
我想你明了，我会一如往昔
Never be this strong without you
失去你，我不再坚不可摧
You've seen how I've grown you took all my doubt
你将见证，随着我岁月流逝，你如何令我对困惑释然
'Cause you were home
因为你是像家一样的地方
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控
There's nothing I can do anymore
我已用尽全力，却无法挽回
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控
Nothing I can do anymore anymore anymore
我已用尽全力，却无法挽回无法挽回无法挽回
Trying every day when I hold my breath
当我每天尝试屏住呼吸
Spinning out in space pressing on my chest
旋转时空中，胸口被压迫
I don't wanna lose control
我不想就此失控